KEEP THE SMILE FIXED:D

2008-05-25T13:41:00.005+08:00

My usually very strong immune system is down again. I seriously feel like dying, the hot and stuffy weather's giving me terrible headaches but yet i cant switch on the air con as im unable to breathe due to my runny nose. My fever's on and off, and my throat feels dry. What is happening to ME?!

Maybe because i have not stepped out of my house for a full 4 days.

And i probably slept away these 4 days.... gosh it sucks being sick, especially during the holidays!

But anyway, i will recover soon. Archuleta love! (: Listening to his voice causes my head to not hurt that much anymore hahaha it's that miraculous!

OHMY I JUST HEARD THUNDER ROARING IN THE DISTANCE, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE RAIN I CANT STAND THE SUN NOW ALTHOUGH I LOVED IT LAST TIME BUT NOT NOW PLEASE RAIN PLEASE RAIN PLEASE RAIN.

All right, shall go back to finishing up the survey and listening to Archie!:D

2008-05-22T18:54:00.001+08:00

MANCHESTER UNITED WON THE CHAMPIONS LEAGUE, HAHAHAHAH WE CLINCHED THE DOUBLE!:D And yes like MJ yesterday, we were really really really lucky! Cheers to defence! But aaaah what a pity, i liked John Terry! Kuakuakua Ronaldo missed the spot kick hahaha although im a Manyou fan, im definitely not a Christiano Ronaldo fan. Weird right but too bad who asked him to kick England out of the World cuppppppppp! Aw reminded of the fact that we failed to qualify for Euro 2008): Nvrmind, Manchester United: Champions of England, Champs of Europe!

Okay i was woken up by my mum today at a very very early 8am. My eyelids could barely open and i did Chem E-learning while listening to Archuleta's very lovely rendition of "Apologise" tgt with One Republic. Imagine how shocked and sad i saw when the winner turned out to be Cook la and it was somewhat a landslide win too. But no worries, David A.... i'll be your prom date hahahaha funny banner! (;

It's suddenly pouring, a very welcoming respite from the hot weather the past weeks that has kept me sweating buckets hahahaha.

E-Learning and its endless buffering is getting me fustrated and all! One more day to go become my June holiday starts!! Time for meepokkkkkkkkk now though (;

2008-05-22T00:33:00.000+08:00

Sometimes my intuition's so accurate, it gets kind of freaky.

That aside, today was the MJvsVJ soccer finals! And we emerged champions with a score of 2-1, whoooopee great job soccer boys! I barely settled down to watch and we scored the first goal hahaha that was how quick it was! And aaaaaah Mahdi (No.23) is a really good player, he outplayed 2 defenders and passed it for H to head in the second goal! The second half was mostly spent at the VJ side, watching the match with XU HUIYI (; It was really scary to see VJ keep attacking and okay weird to clap and cheer when everyone around you was like groaning over missed chances especially when the ball hit the goal post hahaha we were really lucky! In all, VJ played well but still we wonnnnnnnnnn! (;

And sorry hanluuuuuuu for not accompanying you to buy your stick! Hoped you got it alr have fun going back home okay cya when school reopens! (Yes, today is the official last day!!)

So went century sq with the 2Cs and R, and i satisfied my craving for ban mian! Caught Made of honour and it was super hilarious though sigh, happy endings wont happen in reality however much i believe in them hahaha. Had a fun time with them and there will be definitely more of such times to come!

HAPPPPPPPY BIRTHDAY ELEEN (;

It's alr 0024 and my eyes are alr half closed! How to watch Manyou lift the Champions League trophy later like that?! Plus need to wake up at 8am tmr to catch Archuleta being crowned American Idol live before enduring through two days of elearning! Aaaaah pray that i wont oversleep!

2008-05-18T00:43:00.009+08:00

Today, i finally had time to read the papers. It was really quite saddening to read about pages and pages of the two disasters that happened in Myanmar and Sichuan. Out there, there are people fighting for their lives, people combing food to eat, people mourning over their loss of loved ones.... reminds me of how lucky and fortunate i am, in fact we all, are in the comforts of our home, with a roof over our heads.

And yet, we are all unsatisfied with our lives here. We complain about this complain about that pick on this pick on that. But what is our plight compared to that of the victims in Myanmar and Sichuan? Such an irony, hahahah okay i dont know what's the irony about but it just feels apt to include the irony part dont you think! (;

Anyway! Just for laughs:
If a synchronised swimmer drowns, do the others have to follow?

Hahahah was laughing my head off when i heard this. It's past midnight now, so happy birthday brotherrrrrr! Please stop growing any taller!

Got reminded of a convo between me and weitian a long time ago.

Weitian: People always say my brother and i look alike! But he's not shuai.
Cherie: Hahaha my brother is shuai, but the thing is we dont look alike.

Hahaha i think both of us laughed like crazy after that too. FYI, my dearest brother is 15 years old, 176cm and still growing):, and he's been taller than me ever since he turned 3!

2008-05-15T22:59:00.000+08:00

MJC's through to the soccer finals! I really really wanted to watch the semis.... but it's okay this wednesday@Jalan Besar! And and the best thing is that we're against VJC, which means i can see the ppl i miss dearly! Like juay, bao wow, amanda and of course _________ HAHA. Cant wait cant wait (;

Omg heard that Kuan Ren, my dearest ahgong got the most outstanding player at yesterday's girls soccer finals! So proud of her man and i havent seen her for a very long time either): Okay wednesday!!

And and Manchester United are the Champions once again! Moscow, here we come!

Heh enough about soccer... American Idol's results are on now. Though i dont really follow, but Archuleta's cute! He's like only 17! Shall try to catch the final showdown hah the last time i watched the AI final was when Carrie Underwood won, waaaaaaaay back in 2005.

Okay got back maths test and it's nothing new. Hahaha someone who scored a 96 for amath in sec3 and A1s for both maths in olevels should not keep getting SINGLE DIGITS for her math tests in JC! And it's not like the tests are upon 10 you know hahaha so yes, I CAN DO IT (; Time, practice, understanding.... yes yes yes! Come on cherie! (;

Desperately needing some self-motivation... shots were terrible during fb yest too! I need to pick myself up like real quick. Glad that the holidays are nearing (; BK BREAKFAST POPEYE'S BK BREAKFAST BK BREAKFAST POPEYE'S LONG JOHN'S OLD CHANG KEE BK BREAKFAST POPEYE'S!!

Oh parents are flying to bangkok during elearning days next week. How am i going to wake up at 9am on a supposedly holiday to log on to IVLE?! Morning call, anyone? (; I wonder what will happen if i actually sleep through the schedule.... hohoho okay cheers ppl, esp to my dearest fb cap!:D

2008-05-10T21:37:00.002+08:00

Omg i cant believe that 'Screamzxzxz' (HAHA that idiot) added Z and H): I want to be their friends too! Hahaha okay no courage.... saddening!

Anyway!

In the end, didnt go JurongJC to support the soccer boys! And maybe that's why they lost 1-3): But it's okay we'll bounce back from the loss right right (;

Hahaha i took the whole of today to finish Lala's 25m essay! With alot of naps and snacks in between as usual.

Class blog's finally up!:D Thanks Karmun for designing the lovely skin hahahah.

And how come my Combo1 so ex now?! Everything's increasing, hahaha i cant keep buying Old Chang Kee when craving strikes anymore. My sotong onstik, my sotong ball, my chicken wing and my currypuff!): Ohmy old chang kee, please dont increase your prices any further!

2008-05-08T23:28:00.001+08:00

Didnt go school today, i slept for 15 hours! From 8pm yesterday night to ard 11am this morning omg super great feeling and glad that my fever's slowly disappearing! And im craving badly for Long John's now despite stupid sore throat hahahaha yi du gong du (;

MJCvsVJC tmr at JurongJC!
I hope i can go cause i want to support the Soccer boys! Especially the three of them hahahah go crazy screaming but but got to sit for the Bio test that i missed today at 1.45!):

And how to study when medicine makes you drowsy right.

Floorball yest was one of the best! Brown was coaching the guys instead hahaha so Siti took us! It was so much less tense and more relaxing and i felt my shots improving (; Cant wait to get my stick so i can practice at home and show off to my didi hahahah his midyrs are ending tmr!

Oh oh oh forgot to mention NAPFA.
So happy with my scores this year! It's like.... i dont know! Besides my 2.4km, shuttle run was 11.2s! Hahaha in ahs, i was probably averaging only 12s so crazy! But i wont be able to get my first gold since primary school (HAHAHA) cause of SBJ and Sit&Reach! Might mighty 165cm for sbj a very very big feat for me alr and Situps seemed so much easier this time around!

Omg im becoming a sports girl! (;
The happy things in life makes me all smiling and laughing. Thankyou friends for the love!

2008-05-06T21:11:00.002+08:00

I know we arent supposed to say anything about SPA.... but i just want to voice out my fustrations so that 2 years down the road, when i receive my chem alevel results and find that it's below expectations, i know which area to blame. Yes, chem spa today was that bad):

Of course i can only blame myself for what happened. That all along during practicals, i was managing perfectly fine with the stupid burette but yet today i had problems. Why of all practicals must this happen in the actual thing.... this sucks. And the calculations turned out weird sigh i really wish i could turn back time. But what is done, is done.

Chem SPA probably dented my day. Even hearing that i didnt get pass the elections wasnt that saddening surprisingly hahaha at least i tried running and i have no regrets! (:

Caught the soccer match against Hwa Chong, it did lift my spirits up. Great job, soccer boys! Hahaha we thrashed HC 6-0 i think whoooooopeee and there was this great goal from outside the penalty box that totally took my breath away hahahah so drama.

Thankyou tong and tew for the encouragement these few days. And yes as what tong said, "When you lose something, be happy to know there's a tendency for you to gain back that something." I'll ace the remaining SPAs for sure.

Can saying that I'm sick/coughing like crazy/drowsy from flu medication/not being able to think clearly cheer me up a little bit for not doing spa well? Just joking hahahah (;

2008-04-30T21:20:00.000+08:00

1. I ran my fastest ever 2.4km on tuesday- in 13.48mins! Super unbelivable for someone who has never gone under 15mins before whooooopee 4 months in MJC does beef up your running speed! Next up, Standing Broad Jump>160cm please please please. And when friends tell me that i can only jump my height for sbj, i'll feel so happy cause that indicates i'll jump at least 180cm!:D:D:D HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

2. Ben&Jerry's Fee cone day! After the UNSW comp, all of us sped off to white sands and reached there ard 7! Hahaha luckily we werent discouraged by the long snake-like queues man, appearances are deceiving! The queue moved super fast and in just 20mins, i was enjoying my Chunky Monkey! I can finally say that i have tried B&J's! (: Cant wait for next year's free cone day to come hahahahah.

3. Manchester United are through to the Champions League Final!!:D

4. After we had two Straits Times journalists who spoke to us during GP today, i felt a little inspired to be one. Afterall, i like to write and journalists write right hahaha may be a future career option after the teacher and lawyer!

5. Truckload of work to complete despite tmr being a holiday.

2008-04-28T22:27:00.005+08:00

I cannot believe that after 4 months in VJC, stupid juay actually did so well for NAPFA! She jumped like 168cm for SBJ when in ahs she was struggling to even hit 150cm HAHAHAAHA and she ran 11.5s for shuttle run omg juay since when you can sprint one and and her 2.4km hit 14mins! AAAAAH JUAY YOU IDIOT BECOME SUCH A SPORTSWOMAN. I am so jealous i want my silver i want to jump far i want to sprint!

2.4km tmr early in the morning when my legs are so wobbly now cause of flrball training!

Ben&Jerry's free cone day tmr! For someone like me who hasnt tasted Ben&Jerry's at all, tmr will be a very very special day! Okay but i hope they still have stock and the queues wont be that long after my UNSW science comp which would probably end ard 6plus.

Highlight of the week: 18chefs with tong and tew on wednesday! (:

Of course the Mayday holiday on thursday is very welcoming though i think it'd be spent finishing up PI and studying for Gases Quiz. Whooooopeee have to do tutorials now but my bed looks very very very inviting okay hope i see MY BEST FRIEND tmr too didnt spot a glimpse anywhere today hahaha rachel was the lucky one!

I sound so happy but actually im not. Hahaha really sad that both Manyou and Federer lost one after another! But it's okay, Manyou will still be the EPL champions tgt with the champions league crown! And yes Federer will retain Wimbledon and the No.1 spot again! (:

2008-04-25T23:05:00.002+08:00

And suddenly im busy again.

A little stuck at my PI now so im hereeeeeeee! Okay PI aside, many things to complete during the weekend. Like Econs essays, Trigo assignment, Homeostasis mindmap, Chemical Kinetics tutorial, Gases Revision Exercise and to study for Chem SPA theory test on Monday! I hope when i come back here on Sunday night, all these things will be magically done hahahah (:

Today, stayed back to catch tadpoles again. And surprisingly, i could do it this time round! After managing to tranfer it for the first time, i dont know why but it became much easier to do it again and again and again and i did it many times! Very proud of myself that i overcame my fear and also of huixin and scream. We did it! So we dont need to worry anymore if tadpoles really come out for SPA.

After that, had a fun chat with Mr Lim (HI MR LIM AHAHAH!) and Kar Mun at the study benches! Okay and im shocked that he's only 21 years old that's like a mere 4 year age gap (omg i cant believe im turning 17 this year) and he's the second batch that graduated from MJC! Aaaah im reminded of Miss Choo leaving us and im really sad cause she's one of my favourite teachers. Really going to miss her and hope she'll be fine! So Mr Lim is going to take over, and in another 12 tutorials, he'll be leaving also to go university! And we'll have a new chem tcher again):

This is the tub of cookies that Ms Choo gave all of us! Take care, Ms Choo!

Other than that sad news, today was a relatively good day. I saw my 3 favorite people and MY BEST FRIEND so many times! (: Hahahah and they did see me too! Yay thankyou scream for spreading your luck to me i love you! Do spread some more okay!

2008-04-23T23:11:00.001+08:00

Hello im updating so frequently on weekdays hahaha this shows how much better this week has been. Not that many tutorials to complete and Miss Chua hasnt returned me back my PI so i cant work on it either so.... :D:D:D!

Oh today's bio tutorial was VERY VERY HORRENDOUS. We were handling tadpoles that are so huge like the size of my finger and i expected them to be those small microscopic kind cause ARENT TADPOLES SUPPOSED TO BE SMALL IN THE FIRST PLACE. And my tadpole was wriggling and swimming and splashing around i didnt know where did i find the courage to use the net (maybe cause i tried and failed many times) to transfer it to a vial that's even smaller than it. Kept screaming hahaha i dont like aquatic animals i dont know why but im not scared of killing cockroaches or lizards! Sense of accomplishment whenever i kill any in sight! (:

Seriously hope that for SPA they would not give us any live animals to handle please, dead ones are okay just not those that are alive!!

And very very hungry now even though i ate KFC after floorball. The crazy training today must have burnt off all the food intake): I almost died. Feeling lucky that my Napfa isnt tmr because i will be suffering from severe severe muscle aches/pains. Got a stupid big blister on my right finger hah the plaster is preventing me from bending it hence i cant really write just realised there's another blister on my left middle toe hola first blue-blacks now blisters!

Good night, it's 11.11pm AGAIN hahahah.

2008-04-21T21:26:00.000+08:00

Okay i want to marry a rich rich rich man!

Hahahah im becoming so kpo nowadays i cant stand it and Low Chuan Yun, you are no better!

So Cable Ski it is for my games electives! I've only tried Water Ski before and that was a long way back in p4 when i went on holiday to Mauritius so hopefully it'd be fun! Let me know if your choosing Cable Ski as well! (:

V for Vendetta is the movie that Mr Chiang is showing us during GP lessons! (HAH IM REMINDED OF THE HANGMAN PUZZLE HE GAVE US AND THE ANSWER WAS CHERIE AND THE CLUE WAS SAME OMG I COULDNT TELL HE WAS THAT LAME!) And it's coming along as a pretty good movie although it's not the kind I would normally watch. Seeing Natalie Portman shave her head for the role makes me feel like doing the same to mine too hahahaha but i dont even have the courage to cut my hair short where to find the courage to cut botak!):

Monday wasnt that bad, for once (:
But i cant wait for weekends again so i can finish up watching The Seventh Day because my mum has declared that Hongkong dramas are only reserved for the pathetic two days!

2008-04-18T22:31:00.005+08:00

Im so happy to update every friday because it just means that the week is finally over and I can enjoy my gong re-run later!;D Okay memory drained out alr i forgot what happened this week hahaha only recalled after reading scream's blog.

I passed my first test in mjc HAH ECONOMICS CAN YOU BELIEVE IT and im improving slowly for chemistry! But totally lost in maths which used to be my favourite and best subject hola biology is horrible and i keep stoning during tutorial because i cannot stand pidgey! I feel bad to call her that acty but really the more you look at her the more she looks like one! Anyway yesterday's bio lecture was uber funny kept laughing like crazy. MORAL OF STORY: EITHER DONT KEEP LONG HAIR OR DONT TIE LONG HAIR DURING LECTURES. AHAHHAHA AT LEAST THAT KEPT US ALL AWAKE FOR THE WHOLE LECTURE;D

Last week i said that my calves muscles would bulge out now i think it's my arm muscles that'll bulge out soon. Helped Ms Seah to carry 191788712 heavy canteen benches to the tentage at the field for Colosseum and my arms became so wobbly and they kept trembling. Till now, I still feel a little weak ahahah anyway Colosseum today was fun! It's sort of like sports and games day but they gave it a cool name.

Our class was so enthu we wrote PHOBOS in red on our legs haahaha and started camwhoring during pw! So i was pratically red all over what with red shirt red hairband red socks and red words. Oh my face colour is also red too hahahah.

Phobos, second to none. Okay we're always second hahahah but nvrmind it's more impt to have fun and we did. Running crazily around the field watching frisbee and gladiator's ball and ahem screaming "GO______ " HAHAHA plus tug of war (GRRR SO SAD WE WERE DISQUALIFIED) supporting lala hong and rachel running watching the cool cheerleading stunts eating mantou HAHA cheering for phobos whooopeeee!

OKAY I DONT KNOW WHAT TO CHOOSE FOR GAMES ELECTIVES! AND NAPFA'S ROUND THE CORNER PLEASE LET ME HIT 160CM FOR SBJ TYVM;D

2008-04-11T20:34:00.002+08:00

Taken last friday during Science Fiesta! The Mystery Hunt Team;D Even if we didnt win, (I REALLY WANTED THE BEN&JERRY'S VOUCHES HAHAHA) we still had fun running ard school solving puzzles and science questions. And ive been running so much these days, i think my calf muscles are going to bulge out sooner or later and i'll look like a healthy sportsgirl!;D

Movie Marathon yesterday and i happily slept through 3 movies! I only caught The Warlords and Secret! The Warlords was scary okay all the fightings and killings and blood no wonder it was NC16! Reached home at 8am luckily it wasnt raining at Tanah Merah and went back to sleep all the way till 12. Hahaha i only woke up to go for dental then came back again and had a very fulfilling three hour nap! Now my teeth hurts so much because of the stupid rubber bands and i havent eaten anything since yesterday night. The amazing thing is that i dont feel hungry at all. Okay hahaha after typing that sentence, my stomach gave a small growl.

I have yet another blue-black forming on my calf, how clumsy can i get walking into tables and chairs! Anyway, cheers to the weekend!:D

2008-04-10T16:15:00.008+08:00

81 words
omg i finally know what my talent is, typing! hahahah so proud of myself unlike that loser wong jia hao who only managed a mere dont know how many words. now in school library, im going to try and better my record!:D later there's helping out at coloseum plus movie marathon! and there's no school tmr hahaha im one happy girl.

LATEST UPDATE: HE ONLY TYPED 78 WORDS.

2008-04-04T23:27:00.000+08:00

I JUST SAW THE TIME AT 11.11 HAHAHA MY SECOND TIME AND IN CASE YOU DONT KNOW THAT MEANS SOMEONE IS THINKING OF YOU! OKAY I KNOW ALL OF YOU ARE THINKING OF ME EVERY MIN;D lucky ive nvr seen the time at 4.44 bfr though i forgot what it means.... someone badmouthing you?;D

and cheers to the song that ive been humming and singing to this whole week! im falling in love with disney classics right now, brings back so much memories. i should start singing Hi5 songs too hahahah.

A whole new world,

I can show you the world
Shining, shimmering, splendid
Tell me, princess, now when did
You last let your heart decide?

I can open your eyes
Take you wonder by wonder
Over sideways and under
On a magic carpet ride

A whole new world
A new fantastic point of view
No one to tell us no
Or where to go
Or say we're only dreaming

A whole new world
A dazzling place I never knew
But when I'm way up here
It's crystal clear
That now I'm in a whole new world with you

Unbelievable sights
Indescribable feeling
Soaring, tumbling, freewheeling
Through an endless diamond sky

A whole new world
Don't you dare close your eyes
A hundred thousand things to see
Hold your breath - it gets better
I'm like a shooting star
I've come so far
I can't go back to where I used to be

A whole new world
Every turn a surprise
With new horizons to pursue
Every moment red-letter
I'll chase them anywhere
There's time to spare
Let me share this whole new world with you

A whole new world
That's where we'll be
A thrilling chase
A wondrous place
For you and me

2008-03-31T22:16:00.001+08:00

I AM DONE WITH DRAFT ONE OF DEAREST PI;D after looking through it, kind of feel that im going out of point especially for Journey2! hahahah but nvrmind shall let miss chua look through it first gosh i dont like pw i think it should be abolished cause it's kind of useless and im like taking my first Alevel paper now!

talking to weitian on the phone just now made me realise how much i miss everyone! (not only her hahaha) i miss 4H! and i miss the gentleman that baowen is to me like how she helps me cut my food omg i sound like a baby heh and how she lent me her jacket when i was sick GENTLEMEN ARE GETTING SO RARE NOWADAYS! only SK holds the lecture doors for me lol all righhhhhhht shall go catch up on my sleep now.

GOODNIGHT Y'ALL (:
HAHAHAHHAHA Y'ALL SOUNDS COOL.

2008-03-28T21:59:00.004+08:00

What doesnt kill you makes you stronger (;

havent been in the best of moods these few days, the long bus rides&mrt rides alone must have been the cause hahaha but yes, this is life. so i'll stay strong, and hang on! all of you too, okay! but sometimes i really really wonder what talent did God give me. i cant really sing LOL, have two left feet, not the sporty kind and not the musical kind either. neither is my body so flexible that i can split or touch my toes when i bend down and my sense of balance is appalling, esp on buses! no artistic talents or creativity, no photogenic memory (although i believe that i had it when i was young HAHA), an IT idiot and not a genius. heheh but im proud that i advanced to the second round of the gifted programme in p3! sometimes, i comfort myself by saying about my love for writing and that im a good writer but nobody can always produce good essays right? hahaha so that's not really a talent. or maybe, how i have a knack for remembering ppl's birthdays and faces and names etc. lol though my memory's been failing me cause i recently forgot shuqing's, jie jie lynn's and silly's day and nearly forgot edison's!

so at the end of it all, i really dont know what's my talent. hidden talent, please do appear soon;D

ooooooh this whole week, clara new (hahahah lovely surname!) and me have been exchanging cheesy lines! hahahah make both of us laugh like mad okay. cant really remember all but here are some of the classic super funny ones! can you imagine if someone says them to you, HAHAHA i think i'll just die laughing.

Do you have a map?
Because I keep getting lost in your eyes!

Your father must have been a thief.
Because he stole the stars from the sky and put them in your eyes.

I think you just stole something.
My heart.

You must be tired.
Because you've been running around my mind the whole day

I hope you know CPR.
Because you take my breath away.

How many letters are there in the alphabet?
25. Because U and I are one.

If you stood in front of a mirror and help up 11 roses, you would see 12 of the most beautiful things in the world.

and the last's one my favourite hahahah it's quite creative and cooooool la!

Do you believe in love at first sight, or should I walk by again?

hope these lines made you laugh like craaaaaaazy! TGIF!;D

2008-03-23T20:19:00.001+08:00

hello world, i really dont want tmr to come for alot of reasons. im so scared of econs tutorial tmr, i havent really completed his hwmk (which is one big chunk) and im not really prepared for his firing of questions. dd&ss is getting on my nerves haha can we please go back to cep?):

monday blues.
somebody, tell me that tmr will be a better day. and i'll retort that your a big fat liar HAHA.

okay and federer lost in the semis of Indian Wells which ruined my day; on top of that djokovic actually advanced to the finals by beating nadal. sigh i cant stand how arrogant djokovic's becoming, right right right tew? Super Sunday today, with crossed fingers, go Manchester United!;D we're so close to becoming champions once again!/ lol enough of sports, i have to go back to my least favourite subject now. ECONOMICS!!!!!):

2008-03-20T21:16:00.003+08:00

OKAY THIS WEEK HAS BEEN REALLY TIRING):

sad to say, but jc life is starting to take its toll on me and this is only the first week of term2. omg please buck up, cherie! you have yet to pass a test in mjc! hahahah not that i mind it or anything, cause i have this mindset that it's okay to fail tests esp in mjc, just dont fail midyrs or promos! stupid mindset man HAHA.

i had my worst tutorial today, or rather the whole of 08s113 survived through a very very very heart attack inducing econs tutorial today. it's like.... undescribable! the atmosphere was so tense in class and i was so scared and nervous that i wouldnt be able to answer the questions that he was firing at everyone down the row. and really, it's not the normal answering of questions, it's the way he points at everyone straight in the face and expect us to answer his question in like 1sec? and he doesnt want the conventional definitions, he wants the relationships yaaaada yaaaaada he goes through like super fast and everyone has to absorb whatever he says quickly, because "we're supposed to catch up with his speed." and we arent supposed to refer to our notes aahahahah my heart beat super fast in the 50mins which seemed like forever. omg i dont think i can survive through another econs tutorial): the next one's on monday!!!

and after econs tutorial, we had chem tutorial. the difference between the two tutorials was so evident okay! chem was so much more relaxing and all, i like our ST she's super comical with her la da da da hahahah i enjoy her lessons! i was still in aftershock from econs tutorial lol and after school (while gorging ourselves at the canteen) we kept talking about his ping pong ping pong and his banging of head on the whiteboard super funnnnnnny;D my class makes me laugh so much hahahahah.

oh yest was floorball training. it didnt go really well but it's okay it's only the first training haha shall work hard at it! just that now i have muscle aches in my thighs and my back hurts a whole lot. left valhall which was at kallang at ard 6plus, ended up waiting for bus12 with loretta for about half and hour omg i hate waiting for buses! the bus ride was okay ard 40mins reached home at 730, half dead. and there was bio test the next daaaaaaaay can you imagine! tiring day, tiring week.

just because we have an extra day off, we have 81819174 tutorials to complete. (ESPECIALLY ECONS!) it's official, im going to suffer from monday blues.

2008-03-15T23:56:00.008+08:00

march holidays may have been short, but they were sweet and well-spent! (though not well-spent doing tutorials and catching up with lectures hahahah but well-spent catching up with my dearest friends!)

08s113 outing on tuesday! okay im officially sick of pasta mania alr i always dont know what to eat there and end up always ordering creamy chicken until im so sick of all the food there! HAH but the banana dessert pizza is like heaven;D then we went to play arcade I HAVE NO CHILDHOOD AT ALL BECAUSE I DONT KNOW HOW TO PLAY ARCADE GAMES LIKE DAYTONA OR WHATEVER HAHAHAHA I ONLY KNOW AIR HOCKEY! but still had fun with my classmates and bowling after that then they came over to my house to rot before going simpang for dearest milo dinosaur. hahahah now i can safely say that at least 70% of the ppl i know have been to my house before right right right!:D

and wednesdaaaaaaaay was great too omg met up with scream (whom i see everyday so no count) tong and tew (whom i talk to online almost everyday so no count) JUAY BAOWEN AND AMANDA! lol im glad we had a gathering this march holidays! had movie marathon at my house first before going 85 for dinner! The Game Plan was really touching (: thumbs-up! The Rock wasnt my fave wrestler for nothing hahahah but i dont watch WWE nowadays alr maybe cause he quit. anyway, must give a shout out to my dearest friends.

BAOWEN! HANG ON IN ODAC OKAY HOPE YOU BE INSTRUCTOR THEN YOU CAN SING THE SADIST INSTRUCTOR SONG! AMANDAAAAA! STOP TALKING ABOUT POPULAR HAHAHAHA TALK MORE ABOUT ME AND STOP BEING SUCH A GLUTTON LOL. DEAREST TONG AND TEW, STAY STRONG YOU TWO CAN DO IT MAN TOP SCORERS!:D AND JUAY, PLEASE TAKE CARE IN TAEKWANDO MY BEST WISHES HHAHAHAHAHA. HI SCREAM, HOPE YOU SEE JJ ON MONDAY GOSH.

and friday! the OLD HAG'S SEVENTEEN BIRTHDAY. met her amanda and baowen for bk breakfast (my second time this week yay!) and au was uber uber sweet, she prepared so much for tong! hahaha she personally baked yummmy chocolate cornflakes as a bday cake (which glutton ng and i gladly helped ourselves to), a carrot because donkeys eat carrot and also carrot cake from old chang kee. the icing on the cake was the handdrawn donkey bday card which was really cute and nice. i think tong was almost touched to tears. baowen will make such a good girlfriend awww!:D

oh yes, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST SEVENTEEN YEAR OLD HAG. (I AM A SIXTEEN YEAR OLD SWEET YOUNG THING.)

GAIA MANIA concert at night; met up with the ppl i havent seen in 4198192982 years my dearest honey dearest ex dearest louisa omg GERMAINE AND WEIWEI tgt with VAINPOK. Guitar was performing, along with other schools, at the ntuc building we nearly got lost going there it was somewhr in the CBD area i think. and they played greaaaaaaat we were all screaming madly for them! hahahahah and i talked to drboon she was there also lol apparently Goh Chok Tong was supposed to be the guest of honour but i didnt see or hear him. i respect Goh Chok Tong alot because he's well TALL. besides guitar, they had band choir handbells all sorts performing too. and there's this guy from duman sec choir i think, he sings like really great!;D and there were disney hits like UNDER THE SEA, A WHOLE NEW WORLD AND I FORGOT THE LAST ONE LOL. i love disney songs im going to keep singing them!

one of the best weeks of my life, i say;D

2008-03-09T23:34:00.005+08:00

everyone seems so busy during these march holidays, esp juay hahahah she only has wed free can you imagine! and besides 08s113 outing on tues and a zooooooo one on wed (planning in progress), im free for the rest of the week! dont really know if 6.6'03 outing's confirmed or not hahaha, but i'd most probably spend the holidays at home waking up late, watching tv, and worrying about my lunch hoho;D the joy of holidays!

hello anyone want to date me out to Starbucks! (:
my craving for cheesecakes and iced mocha's becoming greater day by day but my hongbao fund is depleting so fast also having bought one dress (I LIKE I LIKE I LIKE) and one Caribee tote (IN PLACE OF A BACKPACK CAUSE I COULDNT FIND ANY BP I LIKED) about $38 each respectively omg and i need to fork out money for a new hp too because my pink one died on me): 2yrs old, and it died on me just like that! any nice and cheap and good hp models, please recommend me but i think i'll just leave the buying to mummy cause i dont know how to choose and it's always been that way;D FYI im currently using a very old hp model (no camera function or whatsoever) and im surviving well surprisingly! most of my contacts arent in my SIM card as well so sickening): so please inform me of your no when i get my new hp tyvm!:D

and im determined to lead a healthy lifestyle!
no more carbonated sugar drinks, trying to abstain from fast food as well as cutting down on snacks. okay impossible hahaha i need to run run run run run but whenever i run around my estate, i always see ahs ppl that i know it's very weird waving to familiar faces when your sweaty and half dead lol. swimming today was unproductive cause i just stuffed myself silly with duck after that heheheh i love duck!

it's been long since i typed a wordy post! i like typing oh i suddenly miss dearest Claire alot! she's going to have a younger sister in 5 months time;D

hahahahah and please hope that tong will come to her senses soon and stop dreaming about catching you-know-who because she's courting death! that's all i ask for; and for the police to arrest him asap man.

2008-03-04T20:37:00.001+08:00

hello floorball!
okaaaaaaaaay i seriously hope i dont die during all the trainings cause everyone has been telling me how crazy they are. hope i made a good choice man my opportunity cost is dearest tennis!

my first movie of 2008; The Leap Years with 08s113 today!
it's been a long time since i cried while watching a movie so hahahahahah (:

In most love poems, the word "miss" appears more than the word "love". i didnt know that so cool right hahaha one of the quotes from the movie. oh movie only cost me $6 i was expecting more of a $7 greaaaaaat save money for gorging myself!

all right, chem tutorial's waiting for me.
one saddening thing that happened yesterday; i actually shrank 2cm (when im supposed to be growing vertically) and gained 1kg. LOL TONG YOU DARE CALL ME SHORT AND FAT, I'LL KILL YOU SO YOU CANT CELEBRATE YOUR SWEET SEVENTEEN HAHAHA.

2008-03-02T22:23:00.001+08:00

i missed blogging on February 29th! hahaha today i read some parents went to induce birth on Feb 28 as it would be a sad thing for their baby to celebrate their birthday once in every four years. but i think it's cool to be a 29/02 baby and the first leap day baby actually got a university scholarship if im not wrong omg (:

spent leap day with jiazu!:D
and worrying about that guy and our worries are not unfounded cause he's still not caught yet lol please please please let that guy be caught soon.

little brother's off to Taman Negera tmr for 5days. lucky thing hahaha and when he comes back, it's march holidays!

height and weight tmr, please dont let me shrink.
and random, but there are only 4 korean dramas that i love. Goong, My Girl, My Lovely Sam Soon and my fave of them all, Autumn in my Heart!

lastly, i need a backpack for school.

hehehehehehehheheh what a jumbled post.

2008-02-28T19:54:00.005+08:00

Azimuth2, the end.

although i was a little sad at first cause of my change of house from mighty Triton to hot hot Phobos, i got over it soon enough. i like Phobos cheers! oooooooh ah, we feel (: hahahah phobos3! dance finale yest night was really great! everyone was real high, screaming and jumping and waving hands up in the air though it'd be even better if the rock bands could play songs that i know how to sing along to HAHA. and i know ive said it or rather sung it 5298164 times, but mj school song is lovely i finally got the mp3 file from rachel today yay! oh i reached home ard 11 and still had to report to school the next day at 7.30am omg.

so today, everyone donned the blue mj uniform. goodbye white, hello blue! i feel really really uncomfortable in it because the material's so thick and all, plus the collar's super stiff i dont know why despite already rinsing it): i miss ahs uniform alot it's waaaaaaaaaaaay cooler and comfortable!

I THINK 08S113 IS GOING TO BE A GREAT CLASS BECAUSE TODAY WE SPENT ALL THE LONG BREAKS IN BETWEEN PLAYING STUPID GAMES AND TALKING AND TELLING LAME JOKES AND EVEN SLEEPING TILL THE DAY FINALLY ENDED AT 5.05PM! (:

on a last note, i actually passed floorball trials!

edit/
this slipped my mind hahaha let's hope i'll see GG tmr! 29th Feb! didnt manage to see him today after seeing him like every single day during orientation2 lol G for Giraffe!:D okaaaay this is so crazy la screamie low my GG and your stupid JJ! HAHA.

2008-02-20T20:33:00.002+08:00

one by one, all my friends are leaving me. amanda just told me that she got accepted back into VJC, maybe scream and yunrong's appeal will be similarly successful too. tew, tong and shuqing have alr left. i think im going to have to get used to being alone):

hate this feeling, seriously dreading reporting to MJC tmr for the same talks and briefings all over and omg mass dance again. just chose my subject combi 4H2 pleaaaaaaaaaase accept me hahaha and hope i can handle the workload and the stress and that jane wont be my econs tutor please. hope that hanlu's and eleen's appeal will be successful too and that eleen, tuckheng, hanlu, jiahao and many many more of everyone will be in the same class with me! the end.

HELLO FRIENDS, WHERE HAVE YOU ALL GONE.

2008-02-19T22:07:00.003+08:00

Goodbye is the hardest word.

tmr as i step into Meridian Junior College once again, it'll be a totally different feeling all together. i wont be meeting tew at tampines and we'll go school tgt talking about anything under the sun, and then meeting tong and the rest of 08s415 at the study benches to go for morning assembly. recesses and lunches wont be spent with them anymore either rushing out tutorials or just stoning and laughing. tong wont be able to tempt me with food tgt with no more whitesands after school.

new start, new class, new house, new everything.

hello and goodbye 08s415. all the best to every single one of you (:

2008-02-17T20:09:00.004+08:00

CHINGAY PARADE OF DREAMS 2008!:D
crowdcontrol19 and sector7!
although preview was kind of boring because there was practically no soul at our area but yesterday was greaaaaaaaat! the masked balloon guy gave me a pretty flower-shaped one after endless blowing of whistles and begging from me hahaha and turned out that he was ard the same age as me or perhaps younger. but i gave away the balloon tgt with my lightstick to a really cute baby in the end and all the volunteers were really high at the end of the parade! although i was a little sad because _____ didnt see me at all and i prob wont be able to see him again):

NO PHOTOS OF THE SMALL CUTE VINTAGE CARS OR PRETTY FLOATS BECAUSE WE WERENT ALLOWED TO TAKE PICTURES. OH I SAW GURMIT SINGH AND QUANYIFENG! QUANYIFENG ASKED ME FOR THE TIME AND I TOLD HER 7.21PM HAHAHA STARSTRUCK!

just read amanda's blog and saw her vday post):
hahaha was reminded of how sad and angry i felt on thursday! acty not only me, but also tew tong tuckheng and shuqing cause none of us received any flowers at all and practically every girl had one or two or three. and poor tew and me didnt get anything from our angels as well too. omg stupid angels, if we ever know who you two are, we'll use our tennis rackets to smack you and you! anyway, we're so going to send flowers to each other next year then we'll be guaranteed at least one flower!:D oh yes yes thankyou jiahao for folding me a star although impromtu cause i kept sulking and whining about how my angel forgot about me!

tmr's the last day of PAE!
have this bad bad feeling that i may leave for TJ. definitely going to have fun and camwhore tmr hahaha and seriously why is there econs test on the very last day!):

PS. I LOVE YOU.
HAHAHAHAHA I MEAN THE MOVIE ANYONE ANYONE SINCE I CANT HAVE THE BOOK I SHALL MAKE DO WITH THE MOVIE (:

2008-02-13T23:29:00.003+08:00

Hi Angel, please appear soon!

Hi my huge purple bruise, please disappear soon!

Hi insomnia and eye bags, go far far away too!

Hi friends, Happy Valentine's Day in advance!

Hi Chingay, let's have fun!

i want to catch 27 dresses, Ah Long Pte Ltd, P.S I Love You and The Leap Years!:D

2008-02-08T23:16:00.000+08:00

happy CNY, dearest!:D

omg i cant describe how much ive been gorging myself and it's only the second day of CNY! i think my ahmah's kuey ban kit are too irresistible hahaha im going to have to run run run to shake away all the calories! playing heart attack instead of the usual gambling with cousins have been painful. PLAYING WITH GUYS = DISADVANTAGE = PAIN PAIN PAIN. i must take revenge tmr hahaha and gosh the truckload of hwmk's calling but im ignoring it and enjoying my cny!

and hongbaos have been good! yay i can buy my greeeeeen backpack now! (:

edit/

feeling a little upset now because tong told me AHMENG DIED TODAY): I LIKE AHMENG! i cant believe it i think i took a photo with AHMENG before but i cant find it. rest in peace.

2008-02-03T22:59:00.000+08:00

IM THE TALLEST HERE!:D

saturday's Chingay training was fun! hahaha mainly because we played double whacko and it was super amusing i dont know why my mind always blanks out when the person in front of me is called lol super sorry but i was also whacked loads HAHA! hope that i dont lose my voice due to all the shouting and screaming of names hahaha i still want to enjoy my pineapple tarts!:D

pineapple tarts aside, im having a serious craving for Iced Mocha and Cheesecakes! Starbucks, please! but a stupid ulcer on my bottom lip is taking all my fun awaaaaaay:(

biggest lie on earth said by TONG JUN RU. sigh she's a big fat liar, literally HAHAHAHA.

[JR] To face and not evade. says:
cauldron callin the slim vase black
theatre of dreams// says:
ahhaah
cherie, see sea axe elle. says:
OMG SLIM VASE!!!!!!!!!!!
[JR] To face and not evade. says:
yea tt's me
[JR] To face and not evade. says:
any prob with tt
[JR] To face and not evade. says:
hahahhaa
[JR] To face and not evade. says:
u feather like cauldron
[JR] To face and not evade. says:
but 1 feather of urs weight 10000000000000000000000000kg
[JR] To face and not evade. says:
faints
cherie, see sea axe elle. says:
HOW CAN YOU CALL YOURSELF SLIM VASE
cherie, see sea axe elle. says:
LOL
cherie, see sea axe elle. says:
THAT'S SO.. CHEATING!
[JR] To face and not evade. says:
BLEH

i love how the three of us can just insult each other with stupid names and lame scandals and have a good old laugh:D brightens up my day hahaha but really, my name is TALL!

2008-01-31T22:23:00.000+08:00

I SPENT $7.40 ON A FILTER FUNNEL THAT ROLLED OFF THE TABLE AND DOWN THE SINK BY ITSELF DURING CHEM SPA TODAY): AND I KEEP EATING AND EATING AND EATING IN MERIDIAN NO WONDER ALL MY MONEY'S SLOWLY DISAPPEARING.

CNY'S COMING! (:
TENNIS TENNIS TENNIS TENNIS TENNIS!

2008-01-30T20:24:00.000+08:00

to my dearest gaaaaaaaaaay! (:

happy happy birthday! i barely turned sixteen and your alr 17! and it's so sad that this will prob be the first of many many birthdays that you wont be spending with me since sec1! i know you will miss me in vj because you're too used to seeing me ard you! from 1c 2c 3h and 4h along with guitar, how much time have we spent tgt until we're so sick of each other until we always claimed to have run out of topics to talk about! we may have forgotten how we knew each other, but im sure this friendship forged will never ever ever be forgotten! thanks for always being there for everything these 4 years. oh juaaaaaay, i'll really miss seeing you everyday. HAHA and i heard you shrank to 156cm omg this means your only like 1 pathetic cm taller than me! gosh the next time you see me you'd have to tilt your head to talk to me! okay grow up gay and dont you ever zhong se qing you to me hahaha!:D

2008-01-27T21:42:00.000+08:00

MY HEAD IS TELLING ME TJ BUT MY HEART IS TELLING ME MJ.

They say "Follow your heart," but They also said "Listen to your parents because the salt they have eaten is much more than the rice you have ate."

I drew lots too, first one that i picked was MJ and no prizes of guessing what the second one i picked was. I am scared, that whatever decision I make will turn out awfully wrong. On the other hand, it's not like i'll surely get into TJ if i choose it. What happens if i can't even get into MJ as well because of it being my second choice and the popularity of MJ? My parents and my relatives have been knocking TJ into my head this weekend. Since TJ is a top five JC, i'll get supposedly more exposure and also an supposedly added advantage of securing jobs in future. The phrase 'no harm trying' is starting to irk me. Is there really no harm in trying?

TJ is only a direct bus away. MJ is an mrt ride and a bus away but ive alr gotten used to the distance. I am much more familiar with MJ's environment and I know the people there. The school spirit is great. Yet I don't know much about TJ. It's too late to even crash TJ now because the due date for JAE registration is tmr. I've always wanted TJ since like forever but this pae period spent at MJ made me change my mind. I have no idea now where I should spend my two years.

I think Junru's right. The common thing is that anywhere I go, I have to work hard. And besides having to think about my future, I still have a pile of tutorials waiting for me to complete together with the dumb Econs project on donuts.

Wish me luck.
(:

2008-01-25T16:23:00.000+08:00

yesterday was olevel results day and as expected, it was tears tears and tears all ard. i couldnt help it and started tearing in the canteen before the results were even released but crying did relieve some tension inside me and my contacts became clearer than before HAHAHA. in the hall, i acty felt much better surprisingly but started tearing again when they announced our batch's L1R5 average is a 10.98 like omg we may move up to band1! really proud of sec4s'07!:D

so 5As, 2Bs and a C courtesy of dearest physics! im really happy with the C5 cause ive been failing that subject for so long that i screamed when i saw 100% passes for physics on the ppt! biology was another good surprise as well, tgt with combined humans. i think everyone did well for electives so yeah phew! (: i really wanted an A1 for english but it was not to be hahaha anyway felt a small tinge of disappointment but at the end of it all, think im going to stay in mjc.

but now my parents want me to try for tjc because of the distance the supposedly better reputation supposedly better teachers supposedly better environment and i dont know what to do to convince them that i'd really like to spend my next 2 years in mjc. sure, mjc's new but it's rising so fast and im alr used to the one mrt and one bus ride to school. im alr familiar with mj's environment i alr know ppl there. but my parents dont listen:( owell i have a few more days to think it through, a few more days to persuade them, a few more days to persuade myself.

and to all my friends, i'll really miss you all!
no matter the results, life still goes on (:

edit @9.21pm/
freaking sad now because Federer lost in the semi-finals of Australian Open in straight sets. i still cant believe what i saw:(

2008-01-23T21:45:00.000+08:00

TMR WILL BE MY LUCKY DAY!:D okaaaaaaaaaay good luck everyone! and to anyone out there freaking out feeling nervous heart's beating 191828 times a min cant eat anything feels that insomnia's going to strike tonight dreading 2pm tmr, you are not alone!

maybe im wrong about the cant eat anything part, hahaha cause i couldnt control myself and opened the huge packet of Ruffles that was meant for gorging on if things dont turn out well tmr hehe. ALSO LOVELY BK BREAKFAST TMR TOO AFTER MJ'S GOOD LUCK CHARM (:

hi results, im ready for you!
please God, dont let history repeat itself. i cant handle so much neither can my parents. i'd be happy just to stay in mj, really.

2008-01-15T21:50:00.000+08:00

HI ALL, I WANT TO SAY THAT I GREW 2CM TALL WHEN WE TOOK HEIGHT&WEIGHT FOR PE AND NO STUPID TONG, I DIDNT BRIBE TITUS HAHAHA. LIKE FINALLY, I GREW I GREW I GREW I GREW AND IM SO HAPPY BECAUSE IM OFFICIALLY 155CM TALL!THE SECOND HAPPY THING IS THAT I GOT INTO TENNIS AND THE FIRST PRACTICE IS TMR BUT I HAVE TO BRING THREE RACQUETS (ONE FOR TONG ONE FOR TEW) SO I HAVE ANOTHER REASON WHY PPL WILL STARE AT ME LIKE IM CRAZY LOL. AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST, ROGER FEDERER TOTALLY THRASHED THAT POOR GUY TODAY AT THE AUST OPEN FIRST ROUND. ALSO NOT TO FORGET THAT I LOVE MANCHESTER UNITED TOO! 6-0, BABY!:D

LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT.
I THINK I ATE TOO MUCH TODAY THOUGH AND DONT REALLY HAVE A GOOD FEELING ABOUT TODAY'S OGL INTERVIEW BUT STILL!

AND I REALISE HOW MUCH I MISS GAY JUAY, BAOWEN, SCREAM, AMANDA, YUNRONG, JIAZU PPL, 4H AND DEAREST AHGUITAR! IM GLAD I MET UP WITH GAY YEST FOR LUNCH! HI GAY, I KNOW YOU MISS ME SO MUCH (:

2008-01-10T21:13:00.000+08:00

HELLO PLEASE LET ME GET INTO TENNIS!:DDD

im starting to like mj. all along, ive always wanted to go either vj or tj. i was a little disappointed to end up in mj for pae at first but yeah surprisingly ive really enjoyed my time here so far! and am seriously considering whether to stay here for the next 2 years but well many many factors to consider like results (with crossed fingers!) and distance and my parents who still have the sterotype thinking that mj isnt a good school. though ultimately the final choice lies with me i hope since im the one going through all these hahaha owell let's just wait for the results.

anywaaaaay today was so crazy! omg i kept laughing nonstop it was really hilarous and even when all the laughter finally died down with much effort lol, we just need to take one look at that poster on the wall and we'll all burst out laughing hahaha except tong of course. and also laughing at my huge picture which im really worried about but whatever lol THANKYOU ELEEN AND ELAINE ANW!:D in short, i almost died from laughing today. sorry for disturbing anyone at the study benches because i think we were really loud! sighhhhhh im scared that carefree happy times like these will cease once jae begins or sth can you believe we are already into our tenth day of the new year!

but naturally, i still miss ahs loads especially the cheap canteen food even though mj has SAKAE SUSHI! hahaha and dearest juniors, please dont stare at me when i cross the underpass every morning or think that im a lost secone going the opposite direction hehehe! (:

2008-01-05T22:57:00.000+08:00

so at the end of the day, i didnt dieeeeeeeee! (:

these first three days at mj have been really exhausting but i had fun! TRITON the orientation champion house for five years running!:D and of course my og, TRITON4 of which out of 21 ppl, 11 are from ahs hahaha but i did make new friends! and a big thankyou to the seven ogls, benji catherine grace jay jessica nada petrina for leading us in playing TNP, MMM as well as Wet' and Wild! yesterday night was super high hehe though the campfire was replaced by a finale due to wet weather! i really liked our house's performance think the house comm and ogls did a great job in planning the whole under the sea idea! but i still cant remember exactly the steps for the mass dances hahaha oh the college anthem is really nice tooooo lol. all in all, orientation was lovely! lectures starting next monday owell and olevel results going to be released real soon!

in the meantime, 08s415 let's study hard tgt!:D
HAHAHAHA and seriously why mj no lion dance la! and tew, we should abstain from going old chang kee on the way home to buy sotong balls cause we'll grow fat and lose our voice hehe!

2008-01-01T20:44:00.000+08:00

yesterday's party was probably one of my best nights out (:

although the food wasnt that fantastic and didnt win anything at the lucky draw, the company was great! though im sad to say that I HAVE TWO LEFT FEET but in all, had really great fun welcoming 2008 with everybody! and omg im really amused by the fact that lucas tan picked up his dance moves from his many hours of playing Audition! hahaha HAPPY 2008 EVERYONE! im thankful that i have a lovely family, and a great bunch of fun-loving relatives! LOL my dearest ahmah got drunk and she was giggling crazily the whole way back!

she never fails to make my day (:

当世界不知不觉的变了
有时候我怀念以前的我
作的梦虽然远远的
想像是一种快乐
拥有了同时也失去什麼
而眷恋原来会带来软弱
你让我在雾里成熟心开始曲折
我不想舍得不想懂得
是谁惹谁言不由衷
说谎伤害都是不安犯的错
怕抱不紧什麼
我不想舍得不想懂得
谁说割爱才更深刻
彼此依赖是爱不是负荷
能握著手就是感动的
and i tried to forget everything, moved on, thought i succeeded but no the whole lot just came tumbling back:(
sigh eleeeeeeeeeen, indeed if only time could stop!

2007-12-31T16:02:00.000+08:00

goooooooooodbye 2007, as well as anglican high school! i'll forever remember you for giving me great friends and many many memories to last a life time.

HAPPY 2008!(: hopefully it'd be a good year hahaha and sigh orientation in a few days I FEEL LIKE A SEC1 FRESHMAN have to make new friends get used to the new environment all over agaaaaaaaain. please at least let me have someone i know in the same og and class as me but sigh it didnt come true in sec1 dont know if it'll happen in jc1! okay must stay optimistic though im seriously dreading first day of school. for the first time in my life, im going to have to take public transport to school hahaha i sound like a qian qing da xiao jie! but for primary school, it was the sch bus and the next 4 yrs i climbed the hill so leisurely every morning. I AM GOING TO DIEEEEEEEE IN 2008 AND 2009 TAKING MRT AND BUS AND BUS AND MRT AND BUS AND MRT AND BUS DAILY.

wish me luck!
and enjoy the last few remaining hours of 2007! (:

2007-12-26T22:52:00.000+08:00

HELLO PPL, I AM BACK!:D

A WEEK FLEW BY AND

MY BIRTHDAY IS OVER
HONGKONG TRIP IS OVER
CHRISTMAS IS OVER
BOXING DAY IS ABOUT TO BE OVER
AND SOON 2007 WILL BE OVER

okaaaaay hk was i dont know how to describe but it's my third time there in 10yrs so i dont think im ever going back there again! but baowen, my cantonese has definitely improved i could order wanton mee and understand what's my daddy saying to the waitor!:D the worst thing about hk was the thousands of ppl everywhere and it was torture trying to even walk on the streets esp on christmas eve crowds really give me a headache! and the ferry to macau made me sick too with all the queueing and noise hahaha though our one night stay at The Venetian was fab! (:

disneyland was to tell the truth not as fun as i expected. hee i didnt even get a picture with Mickey&Minnie because the queue was 247949974mrt trains long even at 10am on a thursday morn! but the parades and attractions and fireworks were a sight to behold hehe i took SPACE MOUNTAIN and was screaming throughout the ride while my stupid brother beside me was acting macho lol wanted to go a second time but the queue was once again 374964mrt trains long! and btw space mountain is the only scary ride in the whole of disneyland HAHA (:

The Venetian in Macau was fab! it really made me feel like i was in Venice hahaha we just stayed in the hotel room enjoying it all and didnt even go out to town lol my parents made just enough money at the casino to cover the ferry expenses! when i turn 18, i'll have alot of things to do like go visit a casino to feel what's it like inside plus obtain a driving license and many many more!

and lastly, i miss my meepok! oh i still think that Singapore Changi Airport and Singapore Airlines are the best in the world, absolutely!

2007-12-18T00:32:00.001+08:00

HE'S GETTING MARRIED:(

im really sad right now. the worse thing is i dont know when will i be able to see him again gosh i miss him so much suddenly HAHA why didnt i appreciate him more last yr? why didnt i take a photo with him, for memory's sake? REGRETS, REGRETS, REGRETS.

i think im going to dream of him tonight:D
and congrats to the lucky&blessed girl who's about to be mrs________ anyway (:

2007-12-17T22:18:00.000+08:00

HELLO!:D im feeling very very very happy! watching e zuo ju 2 wen now and it's omg so hilarous im laughing like crazy its worth the long long wait hee i cant imagine what my honeymoon will be like HAHA!

star awards yesterday though i watched it mainly because of LUO ZHI XIAAAAANG but a little sad that Jeanette Aw didnt get into Top10 i like her many many tgt with Felicia Chin! and Qi Yuwu is charming lol the way he smiles is cute oh happy that Bryan Wong won tooooooo! (:

the icing on the cake was MANCHESTED UNITED's lovely victory over Liverpool! 1-0 hahaha i held my breath till the final whistle it was so nerve wrecking to watch and it didnt help that my dumbo brother supported Liverpool just because he's an Arsenal fan:( haha scream, im liking Rooney more and more now!

mahjong today was so crazy! hahaha so much fun i hope i dont get addicted to it lol TONG JUN RU went so many games without winning even changing of fengshui didnt help her unfortunately she doesnt have beginner's luck!:D lady luck's shining on me! hehe settler's cafe tmr with the same old bunch super excited cause it's my first time going there! and i'll be flying on wed alr so miss me, ppl!

GOOOOOODBYE; TILL CHRISTMAS! (:

2007-12-13T23:31:00.000+08:00

watched One Million Star today! (YES MY CH56 IS BACK HOORAY!) and although i dont really like xgb but they have lovely and powerful voices! especially LIN YOU JIAAAAAAAA and he's cute too though always crying hee (:

he doesnt really look cute here but cant find other pictures alr! nvrmind he's still cuteeeeeee and his english name is YOGA hahaha awwww LIN YOU JIA! and i finally finished gong zhu xiao mei!:D thumbs-up! and cant wait for my e zuo ju 2 wen which ive been waiting and waiting since forever! still have many many more great hk dramas to finish tooooooo!

sometimes, it's so hard to be considerate, to think in the shoes of others, to not offend anyone. i try my best to not do so but in the end, someone always gets hurt and i feel so sorry but it's just troubling me now. i dont know what else to do right now i feel so helpless. maybe, i should just cancel everything and stay at home every day. maybe, everything will be better this way. i really dont want to ruin this it's so fustrating. is it very hard to shake hands and be friends again? please, 4 years and everything goes down the drain? secondary school friends are the friends that will remain with you for life and i truly believe in this (:

i hope all of you feel so too.

AH WELL SOMETIMES ALL A GIRL NEEDS IS ICE CREAM.
Ben&Jerry's please! (:

2007-12-08T13:28:00.000+08:00

a song in Enchanted, which i like very very much (:

Ever Ever After
Storybook endings, fairy tales coming true
Deep down inside we want to believe they still do
And a secret is taught, it's our favourite part of the story
Let's just admit we all want to make it too

Ever ever after
If we just don't get it our own way
Ever ever after
It may only be a wish away

Starting your fashion, wear your heart on your sleeve
Sometimes you reach what's real just by making believe
Unafraid, unashamed
There is joy to be claimed in this world
You even might wind up being glad to be you

Ever ever after
Though the world will tell you it's not smart
Ever ever after

The world can be yours if you let your heart
Believe in ever after

No wonder your heart feels it's flying
Your head feels it's spinning
Each happy ending's a brand new beginning
Let yourself be enchanted, you just might break through

To ever ever after
Forever could even start today
Ever ever after
Maybe it's just one wish away
Your ever ever after
Ever ever ever after

(I've been dreaming of a true love's kiss)

Oh, for ever ever after.

watched Enchanted (finally!) with amanda and junru! one of my favourite movies definitely it's such a lovely&sweet movie, with all the different fairy tales twisted into one (: and Giselle, the princess, is very pretty plus she has a great singing voice! hahaha the soundtracks are real nice too i loved the songs!:DDD

i want to live Happily Ever After too!
DAYDREAMING IS NOT A CRIME HAHAHAHA (:

2007-12-03T21:54:00.000+08:00

OMG I THINK IM SHUNNING WHIPPED CREAM NOW.
everywhere i go i see whipped cream, and even during yu le just now i saw whipped cream gosh. aliciaaaaa, why did you make us all eat one bottle of whipped cream + a loaf of bread during amazing race HAHAHA whipped cream, dont come near me forever.

and hongkong dramas always show the same cheesy lines.
"Dance with me,"
"But there's no music, how to dance?"
"The music is in both our hearts."
hahaha okaaaaay random im still bored at home so the hk dramas and ou xiang ju keep me company! yay sorry baowen because your in china, i can snatch dearest raymond lam away hee he's so charming and handsome along with miu kiu wai (:

i forgot to mention, but i finally finally beat my didi in pool the other day! won him in 3 racks okay, lol he may have be winning me since forever but still! it's a good winning start for me:D hooray!

2007-12-02T23:23:00.000+08:00

the main highlight of last week was really GUITAR FAREWELL CHALET:D hahaha i think i must be the only one without a job. everyone's busy working but i dont see the point of having a job. after we all graduate from university, we'll be working for the next 4965481 years so why cant we all enjoy a student's life now? (: but without a job, im really bored at home. I HAVENT EVEN WATCHED ENCHANTED YET HAHAHA ASK ME OUT SOMEBODY!

thankyou juniors for the lovely gifts! sec3s for my pink doorknob and sec2s for the red rock guitar yay they're really nice thankyou truckloads:D we played polar bear on the first day! but because it was my first time playing, i was always a victim but i only died in the last few rounds because the polar bears couldnt bear to kill me hehe! and weepeng and weiwei were fab at the game lah hahaha the way they acted like they werent the murderers omg i almost died laughing! i want to play polar bear again but i wonder when's the next time. no more upcoming chalets or camps for me alr sigh:(

hee anyway, second day was amazing race at pasir ris park. although i really appreciated the efforts that went into planning the games, but it was so tiring to walk to and fro from pasir ris park to downtown east under the scorching sun. and i still have not conquered my fears of spider webs or stray dogs too gee geraldine we must work on it hahaha:D the bbq at night was great, went around taking pics and giving gifts etc. in all, really had a great night!

AHGuitar will always be a part of my memories of AHS. so many lovely friends have i made from this cca so many ups and downs i will really miss everything, esp the sec4s(:

:D
keep in contact okay, everybody!

2007-11-22T00:28:00.000+08:00

CHRISTMAS IS COMING:DDD

at first i was regretting a little about not going prom, but then on the brighter side, i saved like 100 bucks to buy other more practical things! right now, there are like so many things that i WANT and not NEED.

okay i need a crumpler bag for jc use hahaha and also a new wallet too because currently my wallet is in a very bad shape! two needs then:D

and here comes the wants....

was talking to weitian on msn, she reminded me of my love for Cecelia Ahern, the author whom i like but whose books i have never read before. i like her because the covers of her books are pretty and the titles are very sweet. i want PS, I Love You and Where Rainbow Ends. they sound really touching right? (: of course, the whole series of Harry Potter books are always at the top of my wants, but currently not so crazy over them lol i only have Deathly Hallows!

oh and besides books, i want a Rubik's Cube:D the one i bought from popular with DT (ALL HAIL THE GREEDY ONE) was so useless hahaha that's what you get for cheap prices! im so determined to solve at least one side, but no success so far unfortunately. maybe it's the colours hah shall try the orange side next time!

that's it for now though i dont mind some new clothes and a tote bag. hahaha when i can bear to spend money, i'll buy my wants! maybe i should just curb spending money on food instead:(

I AM EXCITED ABOUT MM!:D
i think insomnia's going to strike again tonight poor poor eye bags.

2007-11-18T19:51:00.000+08:00

post olevels have been hectic and very tiring hahaha im glad for next week there's no major activities coming up or i'll collapse:D

lol acty i didnt want to blog but just read amanda's blog and got reminded of the trip to jonathan's house on 13nov! seems a long time ago heh but it was only last tuesday. his house was really huge, four storeys tall but he has a big family too so i guess the house size is appropriate. hm i dont think i want to stay in a terrace house ever because it's so big and scary looking sort of intimidating lol shudders(: but anyway he has a grand piano, karaoke room, pool table and a walk-in-wardrobe! i want a karaoke room too then i can sing without anybody uh frowning hahahah and a walk-in-wardrobe is really the ultimate! haha though you wont see this, but thankyou jonathan for being such a great host, and your peserverance in starting the fire while we were happily chatting beside you. greatly appreciated (:

IKEA on wednesday, and sentosa with 4H on thursday! visited underwater world hahaha it's been ages since my last visit. the stingray pool was a nice attraction lol had great fun in touching the stingrays they felt very smooth and slippery sigh where's my sambal stingray:( and also the conveyor belt that brings you around to see the sea creatures my great white sharrrrrrrk! oh shant talk about the stupid peacock at dolphin lagoon hahaha i will strive to become a brave girl!:D

here, like to wish all the 9 chinese scholars bon voyage and safe trip back to your home!:D think many of you would have alr boarded the plane by now, but still enjoy yourselves and see you next year when we get back results will certainly miss you all (:

that's it for now, just came back from visiting cornerstone and the trial taekwando lesson real tired. but still going to changi airport for dinner nvrmind looking forward to my ban mian!:D

OHMYGOODNESS NEARLY FORGOT TO MENTION THAT ROGER FEDERER WON THE TENNIS MASTERS CUP MADE MY DAY SERIOUSLY HAHAHA AND GUESS WHAT, RUSSIA LOST TO ISRAEL WHICH MEANS ENGLAND ONLY NEEDS A DRAW AGAINST CROATIA TO ADVANCE. HURRAY TO ENGLAND:DDD

2007-11-09T22:49:00.000+08:00

in a flash it's FRIDAY MY FAVOURITE DAY OF THE WEEK agaaaaain (:

today was fun haha met up with weitian grace and amanda who took like 1 hour to get there hahaha ahem facebook huh! facebook is really fun anyway lol im trying my best not to get addicted because olevels hasnt officially ended but nvrmind im proud of myself today since i did so many chem mcqs so shall reward!:D shared a blueberry cheescake with grace at THE COFFEE BEAN (not starhub or starbucks heh) and it was heavenly! typing about it now kind of gives me a craving too sigh cheesecakes are the greatest, besides icecream of course ohno here comes another craving:(

shant talk about food why do i keep talking about food anyway! im going crazy with the idea of marrying a gentleman now hahahah i want to meet gentlemen! are you a gentleman if your not i shall convert you! every man must be a gentleman that'd be perfect I WANT TO MARRY A GENTLEMAN:D

hellooooo geek! (special mention HAHAHAHA!)

2007-11-02T13:27:00.000+08:00

hello, i am 2021/0247:D
in the midst of Os right now with 5papers left and i can see the finishing line alr! it's such a nice feeling dont you think? but it'll be even better after ss and bio are over and done with. i almost typed done for, hahaha it's a bad omen okay touch wood i cant afford to do badly for ss or i'll die. today's physics was horrible as well but im used to it because that's how it is for physics heh. pretty please my dear markers, at the very least give me a C and if you like my handwriting, give me a B:D i hope geog markers will be captivated by my handwriting too and then i'll be one very happy girl.

:D
actually im not very happy now because Federer lost to Nalbandian again:( but at least he'll get enough rest for the Tennis Masters Cup! (which i can watch because it's after Olevels and held in Shanghai which means the time difference will be okay!!) i miss watching Federer play, i think he's losing because i havent been watching him in action:( hahaha i shall be mean and hope Nadal goes out as soon as possible.

anyway, Manchester United vs Arsenal tmr night and it's an early match at 8.40pm! im starting to like Rooney more now i dont know why too but his goals are great:D let's hope we shall see more of his goals tmr but i cant watch im supposed to be reading about Tamil Tigers and the United Nations. one hour and a half wont hurt right hahaha (:

this is such a long post that's making my eyes tired which implies that i need my bed soon. (tsk PROCRASINATOR!) seriously, i cant wait for the tuesday after next (:

on a much much happier note, ___________ sent me an sms that made my day! hehe i think im a very happy girl right now after all.

2007-09-30T13:03:00.000+08:00

my, im lost for words.
just happy that tmr is CHILDREN'S DAY:D

this time round, ive let you down.
a lesson learnt and i'll work very hard from now on.

taken from eleen:D

Say goodbye to the people
You don't need in your life
Say goodbye to the heartache
And darkness of the night
Say hello to the rising of the Sun
There will always be a brighter day
You got to carry on

we've got to keep going.
ohyeah it's a lovely yellow sunny banana day:D
hahaha and happy birthday to the primary6 kid screamie low as well as my dearest ex! gosh i suddenly feel like visiting the seven wonders of the world!

2007-09-20T21:42:00.000+08:00

it's 20 September today!
which means that prelims are finally over hahahah now i can go watch tv and sleep without feeling in the least guilty! 4 days, that's all we have (:

but you know the bad thing about me is i tend to look forward and alr, im looking at monday and dreading the results:( gosh yeah that's how i always am after the last paper! i really dont know how i fared and hope the results turn out fine haha i really want my study break! (omg can sleep the whole morning awayyyyyyyyy!) that's nothing else i can do now but just worry worry worry and meanwhile enjoy my life!

SENTOSA TOMORROW!:D
i want to get darker haha i havent been out in the sun for so long!

today went far east with baowen scream and weitian haha it's only like my second time there i think! shall go there more often after olevels then oh bought a Little Miss Sunshine tee and suspenders! and im broke hah need to go find money for tmr if not i cant eat my mac breakfast which ive been craving:D

nvrmind i can find comfort in mooncakes! happy mid-autumn anyway haha though i dont know when's the actual day! (:

acty my main point in blogging wasnt the above, lol it's this!

SAGITTARIUS!
The Happy-Go-Lucky One
Good-natured optimist. Doesn't want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome). Indulges self. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social and outgoing. Doesn't like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient. Fun to be around. Having lots of friends. Flirtatious. Doesn't like rules. Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes. Doesn't like being doubted. Beautiful inside and out.

an email that jessica sent. hahaha horoscopes may sound silly but think this really suits me except for those real absurb and dumb ones lol! the Peter Pan Syndrome sounds so true too hah i dont want to grow up! i want to go back to being the same age as Claire:D

:D
im really craving for big breakfast, sausage mcmuffin and one hotcake lah!

2007-09-14T20:26:00.000+08:00

HEYHEY!
hahahah im back (:

somehow my didi's comp could work! it's a good sign TGIF:D
right so prelims are half through, and i love taking exams! dont you think this week passed super fast, haha cause we only spend half a day or a few hours in school and then can go home alr to nap and study! let's enjoy the next week of exams, before the results come back to us!

anyway, i guess the language and humanities paper were okay for me. same cant be said for my sciences sheesh but i still have physics(HAHAHA) and chem paper1! shall attempt to at least study through phys this weekend but i know i'll leave the exam hall on monday with a sinking feeling anyway. well, i still cant understand my change in attitude towards maths! last time they were my love but now, i keep making fustrating careless mistakes:/

so two phys papers, amath paper2, emath paper1, chem paper1 and we're done!:D

i think ive revealed too much, im sorry.

okayyyyyyyyy i want to enjoy my friday!
all the best for the rest of the papers people!:D

2007-09-07T22:51:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA im here!

and my absence was not due to intense mugging though haha, my comp broke down but that's good since i have one less temptation out of the way! now somebody, please smash the tv thankyou (:

anyway im very happy because Roger Federer has entered the US Open semi-finals! and i think he'll go on to win it! hahah he's my motivation for waking up at 9 every day and im thankful insomnia's no longer bothering me. but mozzie bites are hahaha they're everywhere!

prelims are mere days away!
so takecare everyone have positive thoughts and that motivation:D

2007-08-12T23:36:00.000+08:00

back to school tmr hah the 5 day holiday has kind of made me forget about the existance of school though! cant wait for study break, if there is hahaha at least i get to sleep the morning away!:D

anyway, im rather proud of myself!
because i've made myself fallen in love with amath again, thankfully! but i still dont get rv rv rv rv rv rv or kinematics it's getting on my nerves lah nvrmind practice makes perfect! same cant be said for physics urgh tuesday is coming:( at least last year, i still had this spark of hope that i could do well in this subject but now right hahaha no hope at all but it's okay. i'll try!

motivations come in many forms!

Manchester United vs Reading now lol but dont feel like watching. im slowly losing interest in football alr hah i prefer tennis so much now! and if im up to it, shall catch the Montreal Masters Final between Roger Federer and Novak Djokovic! it's at 2am by the way and i really really want to see Federer winning the title lol hopefully but then i'll die for tmr's lessons! let's see if insomnia's a reason hah:D

after Montreal, comes Cincinnati and the US Open! one whole lot of tennis to keep me motivated during study time (:

2007-08-08T23:03:00.001+08:00

:D
i had so much fun exploring this last night, and i think i may be really suited to become a psychologist! and ISFP really describes me alot, just that i dont know why they call ISFP people Artist because im really not an Artist as in I CANT DRAW PAINT SKETCH OR COLOUR. but other then that, it's really true!

lol give you all example!
In national sample, ISFP are highest in coping with stress by TRYING TO AVOID STRESSFUL SITUATIONS, GETTING UPSET AND ANGRY BUT NOT SHOWING IT, SLEEPING AND WATCHING TV:D hahah did i mention that i took a 5hour nap today! and woke up at 7 just in time for dinner omg i cant imagine how im going to fall asleep tonight oh well im used to it alr! still got some more example, they say weakness of ISFP is that they appear LAZY! haha sheesh hello people, im a true ISFP at heart:D

and im also a linguist (:

ok enough about me hahaha today is NDP:D i think the uniform groups marched very uniformly overall all the hard work and effort that they put in paid off yeah think they'd be very proud of themselves! (so would i if i was a participant hah!) and we didnt sing HOME i like home it's my favourite national song lah sigh i really miss the national day preview the atmosphere was tons better oh well it's my last ndp at anglican high time's flying fast.

so wordy! baowen finally uploaded the pictures for the preview so here they are!:D

photos removed, hahaha my comp somehow works slow with them here. and to think it's only one year old gee!:D

Best friends are the siblings that God forgot to give us:D
you know what, there are just way too many happy memories for me to look fondly back at, so why should i even bother holding on to those unhappy ones? (:

HAPPY 42nd BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!
because this is home truly, where i know i belong.

2007-08-04T22:12:00.000+08:00

you know, i read this story somewhere.
it's about a girl who was perfect, too perfect for her own good. she never faced any disappointments before in her life. she has not experienced the feeling of losing ever, only knowing the taste of victory all too well. it was hardly a good thing, as slowly she became fearful. everyday she lived in terror, hallucinating that one day she would fail that her world would come crashing down.

for me, i think that perfect people only exist in such stories above.
life is afterall full of ups and downs. for every person faces different kinds of disappointment, but the main thing lies in our ability to stand up bravely after every fall.

When God closes a door, somewhere He opens a window (:

no doubt, life's been not very smooth-sailing for me all these while. and i really hate it sometimes that although ive tried really hard, i still dont get what i want. everything's dropping when they're supposed to go the other direction and i feel really discouraged. even english and maths, my best subjects, are disappointing me, least to say physics. but at this critical moment, i cant give up. no i wont, because giving up would not only mean letting myself down, but also letting every single person who cares about me down. for them and for myself, i'll keep going. and so should all of you, because we can do it!:DD

"Life is a long highway, and I want to drive on all the way."
saw this quote on charmaine's blog and i love it:D

home feels really lonely now though, im glad my parents are coming back tmr. at times like these, i learn to appreciate how much they've done for this family. of course, not forgetting the little things that my didi does for me as well (:

2007-07-29T00:53:00.000+08:00

NDP MARINA BAY'07 WAS A BLAST:D
gosh i feel so patriotic now. i think Singapore's really the best country in the world and im so proud and lucky to be MADE IN SINGAPORE!

happy early birthday, Singapore! i love you as much as Harry Potter awwww:D

AUBAOWEN IS NOT ONLINE I WANT ZOOOOOO PHOTOS!
anyway, shall post what i have provided i dont get irritated by the uploading process and give up halfway!

:D
one sweeeeeet photo, hahahah actually not really cause of screamie!

and of course, the pretty fireworks (:

actually im lazy and tired alr lol! shall wait for godzilla's photos and all before updating again. good night everyone:D

So will you swim the current
Will you scale new heights
Will you make it happen
Will you let your dreams take flight,

And will you make a difference
Will you seize the day
Will you live each moment
Will you dare to find new ways (:

2007-07-27T23:17:00.000+08:00

Expecto Patronum is my fave charm (:

hahah i still cant get over Harry Potter! ive read wikipedia, mugglenet, leaky cauldron and jk rowling's website but i still cant get enough of it:D i think this series is going to follow me a long way, it's part of my childhood. (teenagehood maybe!) i cant remember who introduced Philosopher's Stone to me or which year i started reading it but still!

can JK Rowling write a sequel on Albus Severus Potter! hahah he's my next favourite character after Harry&Hermione!:D

awww i love this magical world. it's just so different from this world im living in:/

anyway, I SURVIVED THE WEEK:D
and tmr's ndp plus dount factory! though somehow im not that excited now, but im sure i'll enjoy it tmr with zooooooooo! oh well, im still disappointed over today's english paper1. i'll get over it, afterall it's just a mock exam! i shall learn from this mistake and never ever ever write recounts again:D that's the attitude!

AH WEITIAN SHOWED ME THIS WEBSITE THAT JK ROWLING IS GOING TO START WRITING A HARRY POTTER ENCYCLOPEDIA:D

now i cant wait for that encyclopedia to come out sigh. HARRY POTTER, I LOVE YOU:D

2007-07-23T22:34:00.000+08:00

it's the end:/
hahah i really felt a tinge of sadness after reading the last line of Deathly Hallows 'All was well'. there's really really no more harry potter books to look forward to alr! im so motivated to save money and collect the whole series now. wait for me, harry potter:D

HAHAHA SPOILERS AHEAD!
there were so many deaths in this book lah! and two of my favourite characters, Lupin&Tonk died! urgh i like the two of them esp Tonks cause she can change her hair colour! but still, it's my favourite harry potter book by far! the mugglenet book actually predicted many things correctly, amazing. because Good will triumph over Evil, and Love will win out over Hate:D

HARRY POTTER, THE BOY WHO LIVED.
eh i like the name Albus Severus Potter hahahah! (:

ok enough about Harry, i cant wait for Saturday!
even though there are so many hurdles to be cleared this week, having a motivation makes time past pretty fast! DONUT FACTORY&NDP PREVIEW, PLEASE COME FASTER. i hate tuesdays timetable. hahah what double chinese, double phys and double ss:/

and tsk i still dont really get relative velocity lol!:D

2007-07-18T22:36:00.000+08:00

my mummy just showed me the new GREEN $20 singapore-brunei note! it's GREEN very cool and nice awww i wont bear to spend it (:

anyway, it's 3 DAYS TO DEATHLY HALLOWS:D oh order of phoenix was okay i guess hahahah daniel radcliffe yay! and vivo's cinema really very comfy hah can stretch your legs so far though the aircon was freezing. grah i really want the full harry potter collection and stop being so crazy about harry potter:/

HARRY POTTERRRRRRRR:DDD

napfa 5 stations today was ok! hahah i jumped 161cm for sbj omg world record for me!:D and i think ive overcome my fear of sbj alr hee hopfully i can get a silver this time! going to start jogging with my dad ard the estate to train for 2.4 i can do it!

i wanted to say something, but i forgot. urgh i hate this kind of feeling and my memory is supposed to be good. OH MY SISTER'S KEEPER! hahah i forced myself to read finish it, cause i know i'll be distracted when DEATHLY HALLOWS comes out so my weekend revolved ard the book. and it's really a great book i love jodi picoult's style and all her twists. sigh health is really wealth. instead of being so fustrated over relative velocity, i should be thankful for MY GOOD HEALTH:D

no use i still dont understand heymath, shall go read relative velocity again! byebye hohoho it's the durian season:D

2007-07-09T22:58:00.000+08:00

wimbledon has ended hah i feel so empty right now with no tennis matches to watch:/ and mummy says she's cancelling the sports channels which means i'll have no more football or tennis matches oh well it's a good thing:D (less temptation!)

ROGER FEDERER HAHAHA THIS IS HIS FIFTH STRAIGHT WIMBLEDON WIN AND 11TH GRAND SLAM TITLE:D
the final was so exciting&thrilling and at many moments, federer looked like he was going to lose to nadal lah! but ultimately, the champion prevails:D and my staying up late was very worth it ohyeah! im loving tennis so much now, i think im going to take it up in jc!:D

you know, after Federer won, he was so overwhelmed with emotions and he cried tears of joy&relief. about 3 months ago, i had experienced the very same feeling with Guitar during syf'07. our lovely GOLDWITHHONOURS:D

2007-07-04T23:30:00.000+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE IM SO AMUSED BY JUNRU'S BLOG! lol i know im lag, gosh im laughing so hard i cant bring myself to go heymath:/ and junru's tag made me realise i have so many nicknames hahah it's so rare to hear ppl call me CHERIE in school now:D

anyway even though it's 68 days to prelims, im enjoying life now! with guitar handover and marina bbq last friday, family time with my dad&mum during the weekend, and tennis with Astroboy! that's the whole point of life right, we should all feel happy and keep staying positive!

many things to look forward to this month ohyeah I LOVE JULY:D cds concert this week, order of phoenix next week, deathly hallows on the 21st and NDP PREVIEW@MARINA BAY ON THE 28TH! my luckiest thing in life - winning 6 ndp tickets hahahah sorry weitian! oh weitian, MY LOVE LANGUAGE IS QUALITY TIME AND PHYSICAL TOUCH (same as yours wheeeee).

i love watching tennis matches! (:
byebye, heymath is calling!

2007-06-27T12:48:00.000+08:00

today's a lovely day i think! (:
hahah we were in the middle of boring phys prac, and thank God we were called to do this survey!

:D
wimbledon season is here!
GO ROGER FEDERER HAHAHA GET 5 TITLES!

2007-06-20T21:35:00.000+08:00

STUDENT CAMP LOSTCITY'O7 IS LOVE:D
ive been attending student camp for 3yrs alr and it's just saddening to know that there wont be a next one for me to look forward to. but still, it's all been a journey of fun, worship and no regrets!

ASTROBOY AND RI-DORIS:DD
hahaha we won the best house, just like in sec1 and tiancaizhiye wasnt that bad either plus we got 5th for amazing race which is really amazing! campfire was something ive been looking very forward to, with the crazyyyyy dances! but the dance was veryvery short and we all went to parade sq for stargazing:D and baowen's right, anglican high is really very beautiful. oh JimLim, the workshop speaker was very cool as well he seems to know everything about teenagers and all hahaha especially his radar thing lol:D

anyway, THANKYOU KELI AND WANLING! (:
my lovely leaders!

so yes the camp has ended, and everything's gone back to reality.
i dont really know what i want now or what He wants me to do. im kind of lost, but i'll be found. really, im not someone who dares to do things. i dont know if i can step out of my own comfort zone i dont know if i can do it. i need some strength some confidence, i just pray and hope i'll be making the right decision:D

WHO AM I?

Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name, would care to feel my hurt,
Who am I?
That the Bright and Morning Star,
Would choose to light the way, For my ever wandering heart,

Not because of who I am, but because of what You've done,
Not because of what I've done, but because of who You are,

I am a flower quickly fading, here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean, a vapor in the wind,
Still You hear me when I'm calling, Lord, You catch me when I'm falling,
And You've told me who I am..

I am Yours.

Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin,
Would look on me with love, and watch me rise again,
Who am I?
That the voice that calmed the sea,
Would call out through the rain, and calm the storm in me.

and here, i'd just like to say how much i love my grandma:D
that without her, there wont be me. without her, i would never know i have a Father in heaven. without her, i just dont know how my life'd be like.
thankyou ahmah, for everything. i love you:D

edit/ THIS POST WAS TYPED OUT EONS AGO HAHAHA BUT COULD ONLY MANAGE TO PUBLISH IT NOW(: SHREK3 AND SHOPAHOLIC&BABY WAS HILARIOUS AND I STILL HAVE UNCOMPLETED HWMK WHICH IS EXPECTED. I THINK CLAIRE'S THE LOVELIEST BABY COUSIN EVER:DDD

2007-06-06T20:56:00.000+08:00

I DONT LIKE PACKING:(
hahaha i shall wait for daddy to come back so he can help me iron my shirt and shorts:D student camp is tmr, finally! Astroboy is our group name and im in love with our unique yellow astroboy tee! it took us two afternoons to paint finish, and im so proud of it:D (i have some hidden artistic talents k!) hope our efforts wil be appreciated.

but im going to miss the French Open final. i hope Roger Federer wins:D he's very cool and practically shows no emotion when he's playing. hahah he's so focused that i love watching him play! and i'll miss weixiao pasta and ai qing jing ji yue also. hai i want to watch my xushaoyang:D oh well, student camp will make up for them!

ANYWAY, IM HAPPY SINCE I MADE UP MY MIND AND PRE-ORDERED DEATHLY HALLOWS ALR!:D

/thankyou YANNISOYL for she's play! she is love, and so are you dear i'll let you pinch my cheeks anytime hahahah!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAZREEN:D:D:D
i really dont know what to say, but really thanks for all the 13years of friendship! it'll stay strong i know and all the best for your band concert. sorry i cant be there but still, hope everything goes well (:

okayyyyy, i need to start packing urgh nvrmind i shall go watch NadalvsMoya/Deal or No Deal first! byebye lovelies[:

2007-05-28T23:07:00.000+08:00

From Junru!

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:D
the last week of term2 was rather lovely! (except for the weird post-exam activities which were spent waiting for 12.30pm to come) but still! (: the talks by mj,vj and smu were rather interesting and useful! hahaha i think vj's principal is cute lah he can be so funny and yet serious at the same time. and vj school spirit rocks lol! hai but i still dont know which jc to go to lah! but ive now 3 career options alr! besides being a teacher or psychologist, i could be a LAWYER:D as in, not those lawyer who wear fake wigs but one who draws up contracts&wills etc. i think it'd be very fun!

anyway, went TJC AURORA XI guitar concert on friday night. hahaha it was great, as expected. especially the 9 year old child prodigy lol his fingers practically fly all over the finger board woah amazing! and he's also been learning the guitar for 4years like me, but our standard is like eons apart hai:( ohyeah the back view of tj principal looks like drboon HAHAHA! i also saw a few familiar faces there which means if i go tj next year, it'd be no big diff from anglican high which is a good thing:D kyna makes me want to join tkd! now i dont know whether to join tkd or tennis or guitar.

lol i think i always think too far ahead (:

expo book fair&food fair with junru and weitian was fruitful! i bought Jodi Picoult's My Sister's Keeper and the very lame MuggleNet.com book heh. i really really want the whole Harry Potter series. yet at the same time, i dont want to waste money lah! right now, i only have Order of Phoenix urgh:/ but July's going to be a really fantastic month! what with the movie out on the 13th, and Deathly Hallows on the 21st:D:D:D

all right there's math olympiad tmr hahaha im getting scared.
but nvrmind, mr___ will be there also i hope lol my pillar of strength! (:

2007-05-19T23:25:00.000+08:00

i havent blogged for 3 weeks! (:
mainly cause nothing's fantastic been happening in my life, except mugging sleeping eating and exams plus results.

sheesh i really miss coming home at 10.30am! exams are acty good in a way, i really miss my afternoon naps:( okay anway holidays are coming so i can sleep through all the mornings and wont have to take any naps!

let's embrace the june holidays! :D

results were mostly average hahah i dont mind lah cause i didnt really go all out to study for midyrs so i kind of expected what i got. just that im so sad over phys hahah just when i thought i was going to get my first A for that sub, i didnt in the end. but but english was a surprise a good surprise it made my day! (:

THINK POSTIVE HAHAHA YES MIDYRS ARE A MOTIVATION FOR US TO WORK HARD FOR PRELIMS AND OLEVELS!

but my didi didnt really do well. i guess everything was a facade, and my parents and i both had really high hopes on him this time cause he looked so hardworking lah! nvrmind im going to try to play my part as a DAJIE and knock some sense into him. anyway, yesterday was his birthday though and we went swensens' to have a big feast:D but i cldnt eat all the fried stuff hurrr so i settled for ICECREAMMMMMMMM! (which is heaven by the way)

im starting to love my sexy voice now:D hahaha but i would love to have my old voice back then i can stop taking medicine so troublesome:/ today was fun, even though not many turned up for the bbq but hahah it was fun! the lightning threats, and gossips plus the jc talk with songhan and joyce ahmah! (: hai i dont know what cca to choose for jc lah, i really wanted tennis but now maybe i'll go back to guitar lol. and maybe weitian's influencing me but i miss mrshi too! i want to see him it feels weird to not see him for 4 weeks when we've been seeing him almost everyday for 6 months!

:D
i cant wait for student camp.
for now, im sleepy hahah and very full.

2007-04-27T23:04:00.001+08:00

oh hello;
i dont know where to start. but well, been thinking about many things in my life these days (:

anyway, it's been one week and one day since that faithful day! hahaha gwh all right=D been missing guitar so much i miss mrshi and mrskoh and everybody else! it feels weird going home at 3 and sleeping the whole afternoon away, then having insomnia at night again. i'd rather spend my afternoon with guitar! oh well, im very looking forward to malacca:DD

/MY MOTIVATION.

hahaha i liked miss khoo during wed's assembly!
her voice was very power and good lah lol! and her last song was 'Lord, I offer you my life' and the lyrics were touching because at that moment, she reminded me there really was someone there for me.

everything's a blur.
yes really, everytime i step into class i just feel the stress alr. it's so competitive and tense lah and i hate this kind of inferior feeling:/ it's like i start feeling so lazy and dumb so much so that i'll psycho myself to also go take out one book and study but nothing just goes inside my head, as usual.

but im very very proud of my didi:D he's really become so hardworking these few weeks and it's just makes me proud to see him take out a book on his own accord and actually study. i hope he's really absorbing the things he's studying afterall, it's his streaming year this year! and seeing him studying makes me feel motivated to do the same thing also, just that the motivation fades away soon after.

but things arent that bad. at least i had a happy childhood to reflect back on the happy memories spent together with my family with my grandparents my relatives and my friends. hahaha the other day i was looking through those old dusty photo albums of everyone a thousand years younger and it just made me feel so loved. i have a happy family, and that's the best thing anyone can wish for (:

im thankful not for now, but for the past.

2007-04-19T19:53:00.000+08:00

GOLD WITH HONOURS :DDD

omg totally unexpected! but it was a great surprise, and IM SO HAPPY OVERJOYED HAPPY HAPPY EXCITED EXHILARATED JOYFUL CHEERFUL! (:

Singapore Conference Hall didnt change at all haha it was still the same as 2years back. and our pink and black costumes were rocking and the hottest lah! ive never felt so proud of my costume before lol! love mrskoh!=D really felt very very nervous at the tuning room and we were all rushing for mezza luna and my heart was beating very very fast. time passed very fast after that, and we went in to perform. the audience were so near to the stage lah hahah we played our best there and everything went by so fast and we were bowing alr and ran off stage!

then immediately asked mrshi how the playing was but he said uh "dont worry la. ok" but made us even more worried cause the last syf he was going "CONFIRM GOLD" but anw the seniors and alumni both said we did a good job:D hahaha lover's theme was so emotional and rocking ohman it was lovely. went in to hear the other school's perform haha but i was so tired by then alr nearly fell asleep heh RI played sevilla luckily we didnt play sevilla and heard other familiar songs as well (: mrshi was really the most handsome conductor ard but there was this pretty lady conductor also aww!=D

after RI performed, everyone became very nervous alr. heart was beating even more and urgh was so worried that we'll get a S. said a short prayer with weitian and huiyi and im glad He answers all prayers (: the moment was really fantastic.

GT014- Anglican High School: Gold With Honours!

seriously everyone was hopping with joy after hearing Gold then when the With Honours came we were all like shocked surprised lah hahaha and then we started screaming crying and hugging each other:D ohman AHGuitar rocks!

we created history! (: it was the first ever GWH for AHGuitar and we got our first ever Substained Achievement Award! THANKYOU mrshi, mrskoh, mrstan and our rocking seniors for helping us along this rocky road. MIRACLES can happen as long as you believe in them=D seriously so proud of everyone and very very happy! i dont think i can settle down and study for phys lah! looking forward to the celebration tmr! (:

THANKYOU AHGUITAR!=D
and thankyou for the encouragement sms-es etc. hahaha 190407 a day to remember (:

2007-04-18T22:10:00.000+08:00

THE BIG DAY !
sheesh im feeling a whoe lot nervous after that amusing mass guitar convo hahaha urgh crap:/ nvrmind will remain calm and serene lol ppl we can do it k must believe in ourselves and laoshi! (:

deep in my heart
i just know
right from the start
we will grow
look where we are
we've come so far
and there's still a long long way to go

with all of my heart
i will care
i'll play my part
i will share
family and friends
together we stand
hand in hand, we will get there:D

FOR MRSHI, FOR MRSKOH, FOR OUR ALUMNI AND SENIORS, FOR OURSELVES, WE WILL CREATE HISTORY AND MAKE OURSELVES PROUD:D
i think what mrskoh said today was very true. the feeling of getting Gold is something really that cannot be described haha (: but let's just give our all and play real music to the audience k! whatever happens, AHGuitar will always be no.1 in my heart awww!

5.30 meeting hahaha better go sleep now.
but i cant sleep lah! anyway, my dad volunteered to walk me up mt everest tmr hahaha MY DADDY ROCKS! (: all right, GOOD NIGHT!=D

may the tears shed be tears of joy

2007-04-13T20:56:00.000+08:00

woohoo, im using the second-hand notebook that my mum bought for $93 (:
just that it's black and silver in colour hahah i want a white one white ones are pretty! but it feels weird lah my songs my files my pics arent in here:(

anyway, im looking forward to tmr! full dress rehearsal at airconhall (:
and many alumni are coming back i think hopefully we will learn from whatever advice given to us tmr. syf is in SIX more days hahaha i dont know if we're of GOLD standard yet, but i really wish everything will go well. we shall all smile at mrshi and the judges k and bright up the SCH lol.

2years ago i was there very very nervous. the hall was big huge and scary looking and my fingers were cold and numb. but mrshi was rocking lah he amused all of us and the whole thing didnt seem scary anymore:D let's do our best, AHGuitar!

i was watching the esplanade cd during dinner and sheesh i miss that day! 30july was fantastic, a day spent with guitar. memories memories i really miss last year alot. last year was great with all the happening things (: unlike this year urgh nvrmind 2007 hasnt been a good starting for me at all oh well it always happens. things always get better along the way (:

many things to bring tmr! hope i dont forget anything (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEEPENG!
and get well soon dhl hahaha hope the fever dont make you any dumber k rest well!

2007-04-04T11:00:00.000+08:00

:D

2 more days to GOOD FRIDAY! hahaha dumb comp couldnt load blogger at home lah lol, now at school library. english compre later i dont like doing summary:/

HELLO BAOWEN I KNOW YOUR LOOKING AT ME TYPE!

my parents are at airport now (i think) going hongkong on business trip AGAIN so it'll be home alone with my ahmah, didi and me:D

urgh, nothing much to blog about.
be happy with life, ppl! (:
and i really cant wait for FRIDAY to come. weekends are my motivation right now:D

EDIT @ 6.59PM/
apparently after blogging at the lib, my comp can load blogger and hahaha im here:D finally! oh my parents have landed already lol no turbulance thank God (: syf's coming in 2 weeks and 1 day ohwell mixed feelings about it i guess. let's hope everything will be sunny side-up!

anyway, to my dear ABW, please dont let unhappy thoughts pollute your brain k! unhealthy! (: but anyway since im always beside you i'll drive the pollution away and then the happy smile will be back on your plasterface!:D yay BYEBYE!

2007-03-14T22:55:00.000+08:00

there you'll be (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TONG JUN RU:DDD
we have both mutated to become pandas alr so be proud of it! pandas are lovely they're black and white and they're round and going to be extinct soon.
dont feel shy lah hahaha it's your special day!
anyway, thankyou donke panda tong for the great times the msn convos the emails the talks the canteen breaks the sausage cheese and the 2nuggets1seaweed chicken!
rocks having a friend like you (:

and, therefore this post is a dedication to you.
be the cheerful optimistic and lovely sixteen year old (hahaha no longer the same age as me alr). whatever it is, take care:D love!

2007-03-09T21:08:00.000+08:00

sheesh it's alr MARCH NINTH!
and the end of term one. which means we have about two terms left in AHS since last term is norm for studying hahaha i cant believe how time flies. i still can vividly remember our sec1 student camp last syf beijing bonding camp and december holidays and now it's already march ninth! oh we just celebrated our last founder's day two days ago a very big difference from last year's grand one at the esplanade lah but it's our last founder's day in AHS :/

42 DAYS TO SYF AND UH 7 MONTHS TO OLEVELS?

hahaha anyway, i like lover's theme! it's.... romantic! (: and very sweet and nice and sentimental and soothing and fun to play! and i dont really like mezza luna cause it keeps repeating itself very boring hah i like lover's theme LOVER'S THEME:D

i think everyone has their own expectations for themselves, so we shouldnt really compare with others but instead compare with our ownself and strive for improvement (i hope).

okayyyy my mother didnt know that march holidays was starting next week hahaha she was very shocked when she heard it. and my mum felt the tremors from the sumatra earthquake on wednesday in her office and she said it was very scary, like you dont know what's going to happen the next moment and all. life is really unpredictable.

anw main point. MARCH HOLIDAYS IS FULL OF HWMK. because drboon insisted every department to give hwmk? english chinese amath emath chem bio phys ss oh i dont think we have any egeog hwmk hahahah phew. OH WELL THIS IS LIFE.

:D im glad ive grown stronger, and know how to control my emotions.

2007-03-04T00:04:00.000+08:00

sometimes the thought of olevels scare me, sometimes i just want it to come really soon and then i can just study hard once and get it over and done with.

sheesh im very disappointed with myself now, like ive been all these years. seriously i dont know what im living for.

i really dont want to disappoint my parents, and my ahmah.
today, i saw my ahmah and she was harping on olevels. i really dont wish to disappoint her with the lousy marks that im getting now. she's praying for me every night with the hope that i do well and i feel so guilty that im not doing well at all. she expects so much from me, so do my parents and others but i cant meet up to their expectations. everyone thinks that because i did well in psle, it's redundant that i'll continue the same standard for o's. there was once i told this worry to my dad. he told me i deserved these marks because im not working hard at all. i spend too much time watching tv (hahaha he cant say i spend too much time using comp because i hardly use it nowadays lol) and sleeping. i think he's right, but im not study material. i dont like facing books because i'll think of sleeping and then i'll end up sleeping for ard 2 hours? (: i know this attitude is wrong and i should change but it's hard, really hard.

february was really a saddening month, despite chinese new year.
my first olevel result was a disappointment. even though my parents didnt really say anything about the B3 but i know they expect more. silent treatment is worse. sometimes i'd rather they treat me like my brother and keep checking on my daily progress. i dont even tell them my test marks whether good or bad. i havent confided in my parents for a very long time. they treat me as a sensible daughter who knows how to study on her own and only occasionally chides me off for slacking. plus i havent been praying to God. i dont dare to even pray, i feel so lost that i dont dare to kneel and pray to God for help. every night before i sleep, i keep thinking and thinking about results and exams and tests and everything it just sucks. i cant even have a peaceful sleep:/

nvrmind everything will work out by itself, i guess.
it's the same thing every year anyway.
NOBODY IS PERFECT [: and im not nobody.

2007-02-25T21:56:00.000+08:00

From Cheryl:D

A young man had been to Wednesday night Bible Study. The Pastor had shared about listening to God and obeying the Lord's voice. The young man couldn't help but wonder, "Does God still speak to people?"

After service he went out with some friends for coffee and pie and, they discussed the message. Several different ones talked about how God had led them in different ways. It was about ten o'clock when the young man started driving home. Sitting in his car, he just began to pray, "God...If you still speak to people speak to me. I will listen. I will do my best to obey."As he drove down the main street of his town, he had the strangest thought to stop and buy a gallon of milk. He shook his head and said out loud, "God is that you?" He didn't get a reply and started on toward home. But again, the thought, buy a gallon of milk.

The young man thought about Samuel and how he didn't recognize the voice of God, and how little Samuel ran to Eli. "Okay, God, in case that is you, I will buy the milk." It didn't seem like too hard a test of obedience. He could always use the milk. He stopped and purchased the gallon of milk and started off toward home. As he passed Seventh Street, he again felt the urge, "Turn Down that street." This is crazy he thought and drove on past the intersection. Again, he felt that he should turn down Seventh Street. At the next intersection, he turned back and headed down Seventh. Half jokingly, he said out loud, "Okay, God, I will".

He drove several blocks, when suddenly, he felt like he should stop. He pulled over to the curb and looked around. He was in semi commercial area of town. It wasn't the best but it wasn't the worst of neighborhoods either. The businesses were closed and most of the houses looked dark like the people were already in bed. Again, he sensed something, "Go and give the milk to the people in the house across the street."

The young man looked at the house. It was dark and it looked like the people were either gone or they were already asleep. He started to open the door and then sat back in the car seat. "Lord, this is insane. Those people are asleep and if I wake them up, they are going to be mad and I will look stupid." Again, he felt like he should go and give the milk. Finally, he opened the door, "Okay God, if this is you, I will go to the door and I will give them the milk. If you want me to look like a crazy person, okay. I want to be obedient. I guess that will count for something but if they don't answer right away, I am out of here."

He walked across the street and rang the bell. He could hear some noise inside. A man's voice yelled out, "Who is it? What do you want?" Then the door opened before the young man could get away. The man was standing there in his jeans and T-shirt. He looked like he just got out of bed. He had a strange look on his face and he didn't seem too happy to have some stranger standing on his doorstep. "What is it?" The young man thrust out the gallon of milk, "Here, I brought this to you." The man took the milk and rushed down a hallway. Then from down the hall came a woman carrying the milk toward the kitchen. The man was following her holding a baby. The baby was crying.

The man had tears streaming down his face. The man began speaking and half crying, "We were just praying. We had some big bills this month and we ran out of money. We didn't have any milk for our baby. I was just praying and asking God to show me how to get some milk." His wife in the kitchen yelled out, "I ask him to send an Angel with some. Are you an Angel?" The young man reached into his wallet and pulled out all the money he had on him and put in the man's hand. He turned and walked back toward his car and the tears were streaming down his face.

He knew that God still answers prayers.

2007-02-21T18:40:00.000+08:00

I BOUGHT MY E ZUO JU ZHI WEN OST TODAY:D

finally;
hahahah joy!

2007-02-20T20:31:00.000+08:00

im glad tmr is a half day and it's chinese new year celebrations hahaha if not i'd really dread school tmr anyway, happy cny ppl gong xi fa cai:D

i only went to 3 places this year!
hahah my ahpoh's house for reunion dinner my ahmah's house and the aloha chalet.
at least this year's chalet is less freaky than last year because it's only one storey and it's much smaller ohwell i dont really like going over to chalets.
everyday was spent basically eating watching tv sleeping and eating eating again:D
the food was really yummy my pineapple tarts and everything else sheesh i feel so guilty now but who cares, it's CHINESE NEW YEAR:DDD

perhaps,
chinese new year is fun because i get to see my cousins from my dad's side cause i dont really see them very often and i miss them alot (: though it's very awkward cause yeah, too long nvr meet alr! and i want to take a proper family photo with all my relatives as well but hardly ever a chance to do so since everyone is so grown up sigh.

oh, CLAIRE makes cny special too! hahaha she keeps eating and eating everything she sees she just points to the food and wants someone to feed her awww very cute:D im going to see her this saturday again yay!

ah my mum's calling me to eat something and im hungry anyway ohmy bye! (:

2007-02-09T22:42:00.000+08:00

part and parcels of life:D

because i know,
for everything that happens in my life is a part of God's plan for me.

and i cant help thinking that my gut feeling is always right which isnt a good thing and it's freaky hahaha okay im very tired i need to get rid of the black eye rings which went whiter but became blacker again:D

I GREW 1CM HAHAHA BUT GAINED 2 KG LOL NVRMIND I GREW 1CM I GREW 1CM I GREW 1CM!

and ppl, im happy im all right thankyou all (:

2007-02-08T20:53:00.000+08:00

i tell myself not to think not to worry, but i cant help myself.
the results are alr tabulated and all and even by worrying wont change anything hahahah so logically speaking i shouldnt worry right! =D but still, im very very very scared i mean seriously what's going to happpen if i get a B or C or D?!

one olevel only and im worrying like mad imagine next year what's going to happen lol:D

anyway,
looking forward to 天幕下的恋人 under the canopy of love later hahahah has my dearest kevincheng:D it's such a romantic show lah and very very sweet oh vday's coming and chinese new year's finally finally coming.

sheesh dont know if im going to enjoy cny anyway hope tmr never comes or may it be a really good and wonderful day! afterall (: i havent watched hanakimi episode 12 yet and no time to watch it now have to zoom off to go study physics LAST TEST OF THE WEEK!

:D
please lord, make tomorrow a happy day.

2007-01-30T22:09:00.000+08:00

the week has barely started, and i want it to end right now.

anyway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEITIAN:D
(what i want to say here, i take it as you alr know cause we have telepathy! - as quoted HAHAHA)

and HAPPY BIRTHDAY MINGHUI:D
i want to find someone who shares the same birthday as me too lah....(x

hahaha i think the new timetable of back to back phys and chem prac is fun lol the labs are just one floor away (: and gee my hand itched like crazy and became red after i kept spilling corrosive very concentrated acid all over! and im starting to like pracs alr it's way better than having double period for sciences lah!

i dont know what to get for my daddy's birthday! and it's 2 days away hahaha ohwell i hope there's kuey tmr after assembly (:

2007-01-26T23:09:00.000+08:00

chinese olevel results are scaring me. i dont want febuary to come lah ohmy!
anyway, i got my i/c a few days back and im happy:D
learnt lover's concerto in guitar hope we finish this song fast lol and there's audition next week hahah the horrible memories from two-three years back.
jiayou!

what's going to happen if i get a B4?!
and and my andy roddick and kim clijsters both lost in aust open semi-final hurrhurr nvrmind WUZUN'S IN SINGAPORE ALR! im in the same country as him! hahahah and i had the same ham and egg sandwich that mr___ ate awww!:D tuesdays are very nice and lovely days especially tuesday afternooons!

HAHAHAH:D
and ohyeah weekends are here again!
I WANT MY BROWNGREEN KUEY AND MILO DINOSUAR:D

2007-01-19T22:39:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA IM STILL ALIVE (:
except for all the dumb muscle aches from pe yesterday.

and it's finally friday like finally the weekend is here:D and im here too ive been looking forward to friday all week lah! cause it's cca orientation today and well, it's friday which means can stay up late and wake up late (:

cca orient was traditional hahah! the routine introducing names plus eating beehoon and water bomb war! lol, i think i was the wettest this year though and it's my last orientation as well how time flies unbelievable. gee i didnt really know the sec1s just mainly interacted with the boys hahahah im biased:D go guitarrrrrra!

anyhow i dont think i can enjoy my precious two day weekend urgh with 5 tests next week and no looking forward to alternate thursdays. let's see how i survive next week ohman i cant wait for chinese new year but that means chinese olvl results and that's another horror im paranoid lah:D:D:D

till later ppl! (:

and HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY ATHENANANANANANA:D

andy roddick, the tennis player that my brother loves.
hahahah and ohyeah go RODDICK:D cant believe i acty sat through and watched a three plus hour tennis match but at least he won okay fourth round aussie open (:

2007-01-03T23:53:00.000+08:00

hello! i finally have time to blog (:
hahaha i wanted to blog on the last day of '06 and the first day of '07 but hectic oh well and the first day of school is going to end in 17 minutes time.

last week of december holly was fantastic:D
escape on saturday with jazreen&eleen with jeremy&jamie was memorable. we sat all the rides there INCLUDING THE STUPID REVOLUTION HAHAHA except for go cart cause the queue was long very long. had a great time that day, and eleen's right escape can help you escape reality for a day:D i totally forgot about all the dumb holly hwmk that day (:

sunday went to countdown party with my family and relatives:D
it was fun all the dancing and the ushering of the new year with my favourite auld lang syne and the train. HAPPY NEW YEAR ANYWAY HAHAHA I LOVE THE BALLOONS THAT DROPPED WHEN '07 CAME =D my first day of '07 was spent at some hotel buffet and second day was spent at home doing all the holly hwmk unfortunately.

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL. (today)
4H'07:D we got miss ngpuaykhim as our form tcher and english ohwell.then maths should be mrs lim though i dont really know who she is.hah bio is still mrs lee:D and no more lammy for chem but mryow instead. mrs tantaiha for phys and uh ms zarinah for ss:D oh tanlaiyin for egeog hahaha guitar tcher ohmy!

let's hope '07 will be a good year (:
ohyeah and my alarm clock is set to 0800 tmr hahah finally but i do miss the holly wakeup time of 11 plus definitely! and i cant believe we only have one recess i'll die of hunger when the last bell rings okay takecare ppl:D

2006-12-26T23:38:00.000+08:00

Christmas is over.
and this year's one is to me, the most joyous and happy christmas i've ever celebrated:D

maybe it's because of Ahmah and Ahgong's birthday/christmas dinner with my family&relatives
maybe it's because of the countdown we had to welcome christmas
maybe it's because of the christmas sharing in church
maybe it's because of the christmas carols and songs
maybe it's because of the sweet sms-es and testimonials from friends
maybe it's because of you
and even more maybe, it's because of Santa and of course Him (:

:D
hohoho!

but of course, Claire made Christmas extra special.

cherie, CLAIRE, julia (:

and boxing day today was lovely too:D
finally went out with jazreen and eleen hahahah it's been around uh 6 months since i last saw them? anyway, wanted to go escape but tian bu zuo mei and it kept raining and flooding (it's raining now too hurrhurr) then we went tm. lol, tm isnt crowded at 11am in the morn =D had our usual pasta mania and exchanged presents took our usual neoprints and went bowling! my record is now 68 points:D:D:D ahahah goodness a strike and a spare leh! zero club strike club and spare club lovelove(x then we went to jaz's house and played cluedo! ohman how i missed playing cluedo and it was fun and more fun. those were the days (: thankyou girls for making today so great, even though we were all dampened by the rain hahahah and for the lovely presents as well! loves:D

they make friendship such a beautiful thing (:

HANAKIMI IS LOVE!
I THINK IM GOING TO BUY THE SOUNDTRACK HAHAHAH AND HOPEFULLY E ZUO JU ZHI WEN'S SOUNDTRACK AS WELL IF I CAN FIND IT:D:D:D
and then i promise to not spend any more money buying too much unneccesary food uh like bubble tea and takopachi and oldchangkee and sushi my goodness lol!

2006-12-24T15:47:00.000+08:00

hello.
it's christmas eve today and it's raining (:

oh thankyou chuanyun joy and jasminechong for the belated birthday wishes hahah! and ohmy i love donke and athena so much for the bday card they sent by mail though i didnt receive it in time but still, THANKYOU GUYS:D:D:D it's been a while since i got cards by mail.i love getting letters and cards hahahah.

and HanaKimi's a really like nice show lah! lol, i went to watch it on youtube for fun and ended up addicted hurrhurr it's very very funny and ohmy wuzun's so shuai and cute lah, then ella and dadong very funny! ah wuzun! (: just the videos take long to load, it's the same case with e zuo ju zhi wen. zhengyuanchang! (:

anyway, hohoho merry christmas ppl!:D
and thankyou clarakoh for the lovely candy cane which i cant bear to eat hahahah oh well merry merry merry christmas! enjoy the festive mood and the christmas lights and the christmas carols (: merry christmas joy to the world silent night santa claus is coming to townnnnnnnnn.

love! :D

2006-12-21T21:21:00.000+08:00

i can hardly keep my eyes open now.
lol, i feel like a dead zombie that is going to drift off too sleep any moment and my bed looks very very very tempting but i need to stay awake lah!

:D
THANKYOU ONE AND ALL.
all the love, i ever had [:

in chronological order

junru for the advanced tag and post hahah!
mavis germaine claralee cheryl amanda tabitha weitian qinqin samuel`yeo eleen grace kuanren yannis huiyi louisa genevieve peiling huiling yiling julia`tan amos jiejielynn yunrong shermaine xiangyi geraldine bryan chekkai samuel`yap yaya carrieho:D:D:D

friends forever, lovelove!

though yeah, there's still around 3 more hours before the day ends and it'll be another 354 days to sweet sixteen:D oh i made my i/c today, with weitian as my uh, mother? (: cool issue date hahah! then a supposed-ly 2c outing with weitian yiling huiling and yaya heh followed by meeting mummy daddy and didi for dinner and shopping:D

been walking the whole day. im dead tired oleh!
and i want ben&jerry's now but none in sight. my fridge doesnt have any icecream at all! nvrmind my rocking daddy bought me cotton candy just now as a bday cake (:

oh and i hope my cousin's appeal to anglican high will be successful =D god bless him and may he come to guitar oleh oleh oleh!

and tmr's my ahmah's 72nd birthday!
(my ahgong's bday on the 17th, mine 21th and ahmah's 22nd! :D:D:D)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AHMAH :D
may God bless you with a good health and many happy years to come.

2006-12-16T23:19:00.000+08:00

i miss my daddy,
who's right now in Kuala Lumpur attending a wedding dinner.

I HAVENT BEEN TO A WEDDING DINNER SINCE 2001.
and that was when Claire's parents got married. ohmy i really need to attend a wedding dinner soon, i think ive become very outdated alr! sylvia jiejie, please please please get married soon.or maybe i should beg her boyfriend to propose instead =)

anyway, it's my ahgong's 75th bday tmr:D hopefully, my ahmah rushes back from bangkok in time to celebrate it with her laogong hahahah!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AHGONG:D
God, let him stay strong and healthy and happy.

2006-12-11T22:09:00.000+08:00

star awards yesterday. ST JAMES POWER STATION! -.-
hahaha goodness i cant believe chenweilian won best newcomer and top10! but but i like bryan wong tgt with home decor survivor:D and zhengyuanchang is 188cm tall o.0 hahah im currently in love with e zuo ju zhi wen aww jiangzhishu and yuanxiangqin (: my daddy says it's a dumb show though heh cause he doesnt like taiwan idol dramas (he prefers his wangfeihong gongfu shows hahah:D).

having an ulcer is horrendous. bonjella's coming to ease the pain [:
but that ulcer better be gone by wednesday hah if not my dentist may accidentally poke it when she tightens the wires and merry merry christmas to me ohwell.

/anyone knows a way to stop my youtube videos from hanging like crazy every few minutes? (: somehow i have a bad feeling about the impending new year. unfinished holiday hwmk common tests class tests textbooks prelims olevels syf. 2007 aint going to be a nice year, i guess. strive on people [:

God put Santa Claus on earth to remind us that Christmas is supposed to be a happy time

2006-12-06T22:47:00.000+08:00

i want to go JAPAN. hahaha some of my cousins are in japan now, and liling's flying there next week! i want to go there and view cherry blossoms during spring. goodness i cant wait for olevels to finish now:D no holiday hwmk to worry about hurhur. ANYWAY, I FINISHED LIFE OF PI ALR. YAY! im looking forward to christmas, but i dont want school to reopen. shall one day go to orchard road and admire the christmas lights. christmas carols:D

hohoho. santa claus is coming to town (:

i havent been going out these holidays. hahaha other than going to bangkok and going for guitar. nvrmind there's escape iceskating and ikea to look forward to:D wednesday is my least favourite day in a week. and friday's my favourite day!

:D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAVIS!

If there is no joyous way to give a festive gift, give love away

2006-11-30T22:43:00.000+08:00

Ikea Tampines opens today! my swedish meatballs;DDD
hahaha it's going to be more common seeing people lugging around those big IKEA plastic bags now. and there's free shuttle from tamp mrt! whoopee im going to get my swedish meatballs which i havent eaten in 5185461891 years (:

temporary white layout here (x cause i cant be bothered to go look for a new skin. and im rather sick of looking at the old one, although shin is still my love ahah! /edit hahaha i changed back to shin;DDD hurhur acty i found this nice skin but the editing went crazy and i gave up so it's back to square one -.- heee!

nothing else to blog here.... hah im mainly blogging to show juay weitian that im not totally a tv addict okay;D and it's going to be december so very soon (in about 1 hr) and i havent really started on any hol hwmk. i have no idea where my pencil box is and where that stack of hol hwmk is also hahaha my room is getting very messy and untidy but oh well =p

kk appointment tmr! i dont like missing guitar pracs for some reason hahah and i dont want to travel all the way to bugis then change to a shuttle bus to go kk at an early hour of 8am somemore. i need my sleep, desperately! but when i lie on my bed at 1am, i toss and turn and toss and turn till like 2? i have no idea what's happening to my sleep time! lol, i used to sleep at 10pm long long long ago -.-

ohoh guitar gave me my second bday present;D jay's album hahah! thanks guitar ahah (: all right. i must finish life of pi and that chinese story book before the very first week of december ends! (x

christmas, the spirit of giving

2006-11-25T17:01:00.000+08:00

ahguitar, my love:D

chalet was rocking:D just that just that the chalet was an official goodbye to the sec4s and we wont be seeing them very often anymore. here, i thankyou sec4s for making the past 3 years in guitar rocking:D and yes, life in guitar wont be the same without you all ahah. no more silly to play with no more lisiew to sing with no more kuankuan to talk to no more carrieho jolyn sharon to joke and laugh around with no more liling to jiawenrou with no more songhan tricia tessa chewlong huimin junhe suzanne adelina wanling stephanie there. but the times we spent tgt as an ensemble during the concert'04 syf'05 esplanade'06 will always and forever stay with me (:

our paths crossed, and i thank God for meeting you all. farewells are afterall, part&parcels of life and we will we will we will get together again;D

the memory.

i lugged my bloated sling sleeping bag and two full plastic bags of fragile things all the way to whitesands mac to meet xiangloutianlee! the rain dampened our spirits a little, but we made it to A09 costa sands pasir ris:D and guitar played captain ball. fun! my first time staying over at a chalet hahah and because we were rather freaked out by the toilet, geraldine xiangyi and me went to mavis's house/swimming pool toilet to bathe heh. her sister meris is very very cute, lol and so is her little brother aww (: staying overnight at a chalet is fun! lol, watching tv till about 2am. then kicking a UNO ball and scoring many many goals tgt with huiyi geraldine edison. going off to macs for late supper&early breakfast with the ten guitarians who stayed over at 3am. falling asleep on the floor at 4am and waking up at around 8am:D

shi zi lu kou group one (: with cherine huiyi alicia anita charmainetan genevieve! sparkling juice on wednesday oleh hahaha. and bbq night with the whole guitar! plus prizegiving. again, thankyou sec4s for the bling-bling rectangular tile and silly for the letter hooting voucher and liling for the very wenrou cookies:D thankyou sec2s for the paper guitar yay! and mrs koh for coming to the chalet and bbq-ing the very delicious-looking chicken wings:D (even though i dont have the fu qi to eat the wings heh) but that was one memorable lovely night.

and get well soon to kuanren louisa weitian geraldine clara all rights! god bless:D

ahguitar makes the world go round:D

2006-11-21T20:46:00.000+08:00

oleh. harry potter and the order of phoenix is going to be released on the 17 July 2007 (: whoopeee time zooms all right. hahaha guitar chalet is tomorrow;D like finally! ive been counting down to 22nov since i knew there was going to be chalet on that day! and im finally going to stay over for the first night. which means there are tons of things i need to drag with me to whitesands tmr hurhur xD owell i cant wait for chalet!! i need to play bridge really really really soon :D

GUITAR CHALET ! (:

today's the last day of work! fast eh hahah only went for 3 days cause preparing for the popular roadshow at expo this weekend. which means i earned $35 x 3 = $105! :D shall give my parents and ahmah a treat... at the hawker center hahaha (:

my life is boring. it revolves around guitar;D (and so does this post).

well, watched stepup and casino royale last week heh but i only spent 7 bucks in total =D okay im better off going to watch cartoon network or something... (: yeah! my mum finally subscribed back to the black box and now i have many many preview channels! totally hooked onto cartoon network and disney! x) hahaha everyone is a kid at heart all right! and it's just in time for the man united vs chelsea game on sunday. oleh oleh oleh ;D

dang, im really too lazy to go pack chalet stuffs. but im still very excited hah! (: psle results on thursday, hope amos can score well enough to come anglican high! hee and he says if he can get into ahs, he'll come guitar! lol, i was like o.0 when i heard this because didnt expect it thought he'd join some uniform groups hah or maybe computer club -.- yay guitar will have a boy IF he can get into ahs first xD god bless amos and denise when they receive back their psle results on thursday.

doubles my joy, divides my sorrow

He is my superstar! [x

2006-11-14T22:11:00.000+08:00

goodness! ahah i really wonder who reads my blog sometimes, except for the usual people who tag. hahaha anw hello hello hello Passerby! :D (whoever you are but im really really curious to know who you are -.-) lol, i havent even figured out who the somebody was lei. owell, good intentions (: ohyes, uh i watched princess hours on youtube which is in korean! =D and and shin is very very very shuai yay hahahah great minds think alike! (: hi5!

anyway, i went out to work today! hahahah yes my very first job! but it was kind of a last minute thing cause i only knew about the job yesterday night and was notified by a phonecall -.- it was a job in my tur yi's office pelikan hahah the stationary shop :D and since my didi dragged me to go, i went. but but it was all the way in bishan (imagine the no. of stops i had to take and it was early in the morning at 7am) owells bishan brings back fond memories of those japanese times (: sigh, i should go revise some japanese during the holidays! my jap textbooks have all been collecting dust grrrr. konichiwa minasan :D

okay uh so i went there and packed pens packed erasers sticked price tags removed price tags sort stationary and all the random stuff. did that from 9am to 6pm hohoho and i conclude office jobs doesnt really suit me =x i cant sit still!!!! (teacher? lol!) hah but one day $35 is quite a good sum for a beginner like me rights? (: so im going to like work there every tues and thurs cause guitar is on 1, 3 and 5 for maybe ard 2 weeks? but no way am i going to let that work clash with guitar chalet hahahahha :D but urgh, i feel a sore throat coming =x let's hope that feeling is wrong! dang, it must be all cause of those stupid orangey tempting cuttlefish hahah!

and time flies seriously. hah olevels are ending in 2 days alevels in 3 days ; church camp is coming in a matter of days ; and guitar chalet + dental app is only next wed! =D oh and open house's next saturday! and psle results going to be released next thurs! woah next week is very happening :D

enough of my schedules, lol! today's a really special day!

IT'S TAN LI XUAN CLAIRE'S ONE YEAR BDAY :D
aww happy oneyear to that lovely sweet adorable baby girl (:

from this.....

to this! :D

and yeah, it's been one year already. hahaha 2006 has been a rather good year eh. but cant believe one year flies so fast. gee, i can still remember seeing jie jie lynn's stomach real big containing little claire =) hahahah owell i love you claire! and someday someday oneday oneday, you will see this =D lol!

you say it best, when you say nothing at all =)

He is my superstar! [x

2006-11-12T15:36:00.000+08:00

for you, a thousand times over (:

hahaha i finished the kite runner in bangkok. (well, not exactly in bangkok, in midair cause i was on the aeroplane when i read the last line! :D) the book made the hotel room and the aeroplane seem much more interesting ahha it's a great book but i dont really know how to start writing the book review. owells shall move on and read life of pi first! =D

i saw stars in the night sky through the aeroplane window (:

bangkok was a blur hah. the past few days have been a blur, i dont really remember what happened. hahaha all i know is that i kept walking shopping eating sleeping eating walking sleeping shopping eating eating walking walking eating and yadda yadda xD the icecream there was fabulous delicious wonderful superb fantastic uhhh limited vocab hahahah! and the thing was, it was real cheap compared to in spore. so i had icecream not only every day, but at every meal =D everytime we felt tired after all the walking, we would like sit down and have icecream -.- icecream is heaven (: and it makes me happy :D

and there was one time there i was walking out of the shopping center. haha then suddenly there was this music playing and everyone around me stopped walking. they paused and were like standing in attention lol! then my mum told me the music was the thai national anthem ahahha! very cute scene then when music ended everyone continued walking on (: aww i wonder when singapore plays the national anthem will we all stand at attention too? xD ah, random random random.

and and i nearly got pickpocketed while walking along one of those crowded lanes. hahaha but thank goodness my dad was behind me, and he saw then he slapped away the guy's hand and the guy ran off. whee if not, my hp would be gone gone gone gone (: ahhh my daddy rocks! he saved the day! thanks daddy! hahah then after that he went ' ying xiong jiu mei ' =D lol, but it was a scare lah plus it was in broad daylight hurhur xD ohwell just thank god my hp, with tons of pics and msgs is still with me yup. the memories are still intact, thankfully.

sigh, i miss guitar! :D
and im not sure why too, hahaha i dont really miss my comp. but i miss guitar! i miss playing my guitar and i miss mr shi too heee! (: gee, so looking forward to prac tmr even though have to wake up at like 7 plus =p new song new song hah must prove to weitian that having short fingers doesnt mean that i cant stretch all the way to fret no. 17! and im going to eat fast food tmr for lunch! :D im having a craving for it right now ohman i want my kfc and long johns fast food fast food fast food! im craving for long john's fries and kfc's zinger/shrooms heee (:

oh anyway, thanks people for tagging when i was miles and a sea away! hahaha you all made my tagboard's day. (and mine, lol) and gee it's 3.33pm now! lovely time (:

dang, i want tmr to come right now! hahah and church camp and guitar chalet as well. i hope my cousin does well when psle results released on 23rd hah! xD then maybe he can come ahs and maybe, guitar :D

for you, a thousand times over.

He is my superstar! [x

2006-11-06T23:34:00.000+08:00

ignorance is really, bliss.

edited @ 07 november 8.21pm

hello. ahhhahhaha ive succeded in not letting my thoughts go over the place =D and for the first time in a long while, i managed to fall asleep once my head hit the pillow (: it's really good to let out everything once in a while hohoho. thanks jazreen, junru and samuel for the tags yup. ahh and my comp screen feels weird without donke's orangey flash now hahaha.

that's what friends are for (:

anyway ahha im going out of the country in around 18 hours time. dont really feel that excited as i thought heee, im going to miss two guitar pracs!! nvrmind, yannis said she would miss me =D aww im going to buy thai snacks back for everybody, lol! and an elephant for xiangyi tgt with a pig for geraldine! plus a magic grow tall potion for screamie (:

ahhhh will be gone for four days.
ahems is it possible to bring my comp there along? (: owell, at least im going to bring my hp and ipod there! ohyes, and my kite runner book to read on the plane ahahha. blahhh just that, my sms bill burst already and im trying trying trying to resist the temptation of sms-ing so very very sorry if i happen to dao your sms =D (aiyah, i think i'll just reply lah. burst already then uh just let it continue bursting xD)

it'll be a happy four day trip tgt with with my daddy mummy didi and my ahmah (:
okay, i dont really know what to blog about already so i'll stop hah. coming online is very very boring hehe. i think ive said that many time alr =D and all my posts are all becoming very very random, gee!

till the 11th, byebye!
and yup, i'll miss everyone of you along with my bed, bolster and pillow (:

And i'll miss you now, like i missed you then (: